Jimmi;

Tis the end of another schooling term, and how do I feel? Crappy
Turning down parties suck, studying drains the body and brain and 2 year anniversaries are depressing!
Fuck, why am I like this!
I'm suppose to be the happy go lucky guy that doesn't give a shit, yet I am so dependent on this one person that I am a miserable fool.
They say if you think too much on the future or the past, you never get anywhere.
So I'm basically stuck in a metaphorical rut.
I need an uplifting, something to take me away from this crappy feeling.


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jimmi;

Today I am a changed guy.
Today marks my life as a social hermit until November 7th.
I am so sorry Jen that i miss out on your birthday bash I will make it up to you I swear, and to Micky and Jay.
But I owe this much to my family that I too must make sacrifices.
Ill see the rest of you guys on the otherside =)
Peace


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emily;

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY PAUL TRAN






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emily;

Jimmi is over at the moment - the boy is stealing my paint and keeps going paranoid on his "stylistic" rain painting. We are getting ready to go to Paul's 18th, and I'm in an uproar of anticipation to hang out with old friends again. haha sometimes life can be really really ... great :)

Guess what? My brother has a girlfriend ... a bloody, freaking girlfried. haha! It's hilarious. Apparently he tried telling me when it first happened ages ago, but I was asleep. LOL. And then he told me again a few days ago. Gosh, highschool love is adorable.

I hate feeling used and taken advantage of. Yeah okay, maybe I went a bit spastic about the whole "you STOLE MY AWESOME ENGLISH/UNIQUE CONCLUSION" thing ... but you were really peeving me off. The fact that you kept rubbing it in my face made it worst. But alright, I went a bit overboard. By overboard I mean the:
"hey emily, are you cut? lol"
"yeah, I am. So piss off" - conversation. So out of character for me. I guess as much as I try to stand up for myself, I end up caving in, in the end anyways. Ah! I'm so weird!




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jimmi;

Some pictures from my past few events

Gouldys 18th




Woodleys 18th



Retreat




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jimmi;

Just back from retreat and I feel...good! =)
Besides the lack of sleep, retreat allowed me to escape my stress of school and that other thing and think things through with some close mates!
haha the fun we had with shaving cream and handcuffs!
Anyways one of the activities was that we had to write affirmations to our school friends.
So I was minding my own business and writing my letters, and when i finished i noticed that my box was overflowing, everyone had written me one!
I was amazed and kinda annoyed that i had to write another 60 letters.

here a a few that kinda stood out for me

Don't change, your constantly happy and bubbly, you always light up a room - Amy

Remember whoever the next girl is in your life, she should cherish you because you have so many qualities to offer; kindness, humour, compassion and any girl would be lucky to have you in their life. I know I am =) - Lauren

I love your humour. You are the kindest person i know and its a great quality and I love you for it - Rhys

I think your a really genuine guy and know you will go far in life. You never judge people and you always give everyone a chance, which i really admire. - Michaela

You are such a nice person who has the ability not to judge others. I know because of these qualities that you will go far in life - Jess

Your a bubbly and happy, go lucky guy who i admire for bringing laughter into others lives and always finding the lighter side to life. Hope this beautiful gift takes you far in life. - Tara

Love your cool style, I love the fact that you know who you are. Your not afraid to be yourself and be real. That is a quality i most admire about you and also your sense of humour. - Siobhan

You definitely have always brought a smile to my face (and No its not because of your T-shirt). You are quite easy to talk to and a pleasure to converse with. I enjoy every aspect of having known you and have benefited from knowing you. I really do hope you achieve your dream and become a professional photographer. I hope your instincts drives you to success and knowing you shouldn't be anything that stands in your way. All the best James for now and the future! - Mr. Bem my Maths Teacher

I have a new outlook on life now, So lets hope for the best hey?

peace out


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emily;

With hands held high into a sky so blue, as the ocean opens up to swallow you - Linkin Park

Hmm .. only thing I haven't gotten back yet is Biology, and I have a feeling that I'd be happier not getting that back haha. *sighs*

Chemistry: 24/30
Economics: 40/50
English: 13/15
Maths 2U: 91%
Maths Ext 1: 60%

LOL I really suck, hey? Yeah, yeah I know. I've kicked myself a thousand times already. Urgh, I'm so over letting a number on a piece of paper define me.

Yay! Finally finished my English essay on Frontline. haha, gotta love Brooke and her "absulute bitch" look. Hopefully this will be better than my stupid King Lear speech.

Can not WAIT for school to be over. Give me an afternoon on the beach, just watching the sun set like that one in January, pleeeasseee.

Hope retreat was good Captain :).


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JENFER

well this is my last blog entry, *smileS* how long has this blog been going anyways? i just don't blog anymore, so i thought i'd leave in style by one last entry.
watched HOSTEL 2, twas awesome, gross, twitched in my sleep, but it was good.
to my friends james and emily, you guys rock, and if it is that you decide to keep this blog running, then great! =] everything seems so unreal and i love it

"counting on a new beginning"
"a reason for living"


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jimmi;

Okay, I'm far from FINE now so thats good i guess.
Thank you to people who listened to my bitching and complaining and what ever you have to deal with by being friends with me.
Even with this support I still feel incomplete.
Its a funny thing the heart, even if you mind thinks one thing your heart can be polar opposite towards it.
Been listening to Green Days - Good Riddance all week.
Most people dont know its a break up song, weird huh?
Anyways been a long week.
3 assessments this week, all in a row.

Wednesday had Chemistry prac exam: titration....I got the exact concentration of the Sulfuric Acid.
Good work? NO! Teacher put me in the damn competition on Friday!

Thursday had english, i wrote my prepared essay. done deal

Friday, Business. I hate this subject. It went for an hour and i spent 40 mins on it and played with my rubix cube for the remainder of the time. The i had to spend the rest of my friday at some random school titrating rather spending some quality time on my hammock!
I came fourth anyways so it wasnt too bad, didnt try though. I have lost my motivation for work nowadays.

anyways im going out to get smashed

peace


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jimmi;

I haven't slept or eaten since Saturday night.
I'm a product of a breakdown.
My three most hated words are H-S-C
Not only does it screw people out of opportunities in life,
but it also puts its greedy little hands into peoples hearts and minds and screws relationships!
AH i hate it!
Also another word i hate...WAITING!
I will have sex with anyone who can make me a time machine!
So I can skip these next 4ish months!
I feel incomplete, unhappy and something worse than FINE
This sucks!


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emily;

The Black Eyed Peas fills my room with sunshine :) - "and I lie, and a I lie ..."

Yay! Queen's birthday. How lovely.
Gosh, even before finishing this blog entry I know it's going to be a pathetic one. Urgh, but no one blogs on this thing anymore! So I must keep it's blood pumping.

Anyways, spent today at Nat's house. I am proud to say, Jimmi and I WALKED, yes that's right ... I walked to Bankstown station from my house. Took a total of 20mins. Pretty good, don't you think? I know what I'm gonna do now whenever I get bored at home. We did that usual stuff at Nat's - pillow fights, laughing over stupid stuff, and watching alex get dacked LOL.

School tomorrow. Gross.

I know what I want to do in Uni now! :) Having a purpose/goal makes me feel so much more secure. I don't feel like I'm floating around anymore, and I refuse to be one of those people choosing to do commerce just because they don't know what in the hell they actually WANT to do. Yep, I am going to try and get into International Studies at USYD - pretty awesome ain't it?
My father is so silly. I suggested the course ages ago, and he actually threw it into my face.
"No Emily, you have to go overseas. Do I look like I have enough money to send you overseas?"
"But Daddd ... Commerce is so ... boring ..."
"Money doesn't grow on trees you know."
"But..." (It's my life goddamnit.)
"Commerce is easier to get a job anyways."
"Mmmm .. sure dad." (Screw you, I don't want to do Commerce.)
2 days later at tutor and talking to Chris' mother:
"Emily, what did you say you wanted to do after school?"
"International Studies." :)
And now, Dad thinks he suggested the idea and is telling me how perfect it is. What a strange strange man.

Jimmi, you're greatest Captain ever. Even when you've lost your giggle and didn't trust me to navigate us to Marion Street. <3


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jimmi;

I HATE BUSES!

Fuck i hate them so much!
Today i was suppose to go to Riverside Theater to watch a play for English.
So my teacher organised a bus to come pick us up.
We waited in the cold, dark rain for an hour and a half!
THE GOD DAMN THING DIDN"T COME!
So i wasted my time and money, and my bloody teacher forced me to go as well.

Oh someone is gonna get a hurt real bad!

Ok my rant is over, this week can be summarised into "Patchy"
But thank you that is over!
Cant wait for Gouldy's 18th tomorrow! Doctors and SEXY NURSES! fuck yeah!
3 assessments next week, fuck yeah!
Queens birthday! fuck yeah!
Man im so popular nowadays, got invited to 3 parties tomorrow, so i had to turn down 2 of them! Thing is i dont feel bad! haahha

anyways better get some work done
Peace


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emily;

HOLY SHIZZ
Esky & Birdy were so damn good ... like really really GOOD. (I'm refraining from using the word "awesome" haha and what do I use instead? "good." fan-bloody-tastic).

Jimmi and I jumped, head banged, danced, and sort of made friends with randoms hahaha. Gosh, best night of my life for a very very long time.
I love Katy Steele and Kavyen Temperly's voices, and the way they make me feel as I sway in the crowd - "everywhere you go, always take the weather with youuuu"

You make me dazey.
haha! Oh my God, using the word "dazey" now always reminds me of Pagani. This is what happened as we entered the hall for the Economics Skills Test;
Daisy: Sir! I forgot my pencils and stuff in the library! Can I go get it?? Ohh myyy ...
Pagani: Daisyyy .. hurry up, go get it. They don't call you Daisy for no reason!
Me: Er sir? I don't get that.
Pagani: ... Dazey ... Daisy?
Me: OH sir, that's lame.
haha I'm so slow.

Anyways, what was I saying? Oh yeahh .. after about half a year of not properly talking it's still the same.
You make me dazey and confused. All the time. Everytime.

Yuhhh .. AHHH I LOVE ESKIMO JOE!

Oh, echoes in the heart, when we meet
I chose to take this moment
To tell you I'm leaving
Older Than You, Eskimo Joe

Thankyou to Jimmi for a cloody sweet night :)

Note to self: I have to stop spending so much money.


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love can be so over-rated.
note to self: hold onto your heart girl, he's coming for it


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Jimmi;

Tis the end of another schooling term, and how do I feel? Crappy
Turning down parties suck, studying drains the body and brain and 2 year anniversaries are depressing!
Fuck, why am I like this!
I'm suppose to be the happy go lucky guy that doesn't give a shit, yet I am so dependent on this one person that I am a miserable fool.
They say if you think too much on the future or the past, you never get anywhere.
So I'm basically stuck in a metaphorical rut.
I need an uplifting, something to take me away from this crappy feeling.

jimmi;

Today I am a changed guy.
Today marks my life as a social hermit until November 7th.
I am so sorry Jen that i miss out on your birthday bash I will make it up to you I swear, and to Micky and Jay.
But I owe this much to my family that I too must make sacrifices.
Ill see the rest of you guys on the otherside =)
Peace

emily;

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY PAUL TRAN





emily;

Jimmi is over at the moment - the boy is stealing my paint and keeps going paranoid on his "stylistic" rain painting. We are getting ready to go to Paul's 18th, and I'm in an uproar of anticipation to hang out with old friends again. haha sometimes life can be really really ... great :)

Guess what? My brother has a girlfriend ... a bloody, freaking girlfried. haha! It's hilarious. Apparently he tried telling me when it first happened ages ago, but I was asleep. LOL. And then he told me again a few days ago. Gosh, highschool love is adorable.

I hate feeling used and taken advantage of. Yeah okay, maybe I went a bit spastic about the whole "you STOLE MY AWESOME ENGLISH/UNIQUE CONCLUSION" thing ... but you were really peeving me off. The fact that you kept rubbing it in my face made it worst. But alright, I went a bit overboard. By overboard I mean the:
"hey emily, are you cut? lol"
"yeah, I am. So piss off" - conversation. So out of character for me. I guess as much as I try to stand up for myself, I end up caving in, in the end anyways. Ah! I'm so weird!



jimmi;

Some pictures from my past few events

Gouldys 18th




Woodleys 18th



Retreat



jimmi;

Just back from retreat and I feel...good! =)
Besides the lack of sleep, retreat allowed me to escape my stress of school and that other thing and think things through with some close mates!
haha the fun we had with shaving cream and handcuffs!
Anyways one of the activities was that we had to write affirmations to our school friends.
So I was minding my own business and writing my letters, and when i finished i noticed that my box was overflowing, everyone had written me one!
I was amazed and kinda annoyed that i had to write another 60 letters.

here a a few that kinda stood out for me

Don't change, your constantly happy and bubbly, you always light up a room - Amy

Remember whoever the next girl is in your life, she should cherish you because you have so many qualities to offer; kindness, humour, compassion and any girl would be lucky to have you in their life. I know I am =) - Lauren

I love your humour. You are the kindest person i know and its a great quality and I love you for it - Rhys

I think your a really genuine guy and know you will go far in life. You never judge people and you always give everyone a chance, which i really admire. - Michaela

You are such a nice person who has the ability not to judge others. I know because of these qualities that you will go far in life - Jess

Your a bubbly and happy, go lucky guy who i admire for bringing laughter into others lives and always finding the lighter side to life. Hope this beautiful gift takes you far in life. - Tara

Love your cool style, I love the fact that you know who you are. Your not afraid to be yourself and be real. That is a quality i most admire about you and also your sense of humour. - Siobhan

You definitely have always brought a smile to my face (and No its not because of your T-shirt). You are quite easy to talk to and a pleasure to converse with. I enjoy every aspect of having known you and have benefited from knowing you. I really do hope you achieve your dream and become a professional photographer. I hope your instincts drives you to success and knowing you shouldn't be anything that stands in your way. All the best James for now and the future! - Mr. Bem my Maths Teacher

I have a new outlook on life now, So lets hope for the best hey?

peace out

emily;

With hands held high into a sky so blue, as the ocean opens up to swallow you - Linkin Park

Hmm .. only thing I haven't gotten back yet is Biology, and I have a feeling that I'd be happier not getting that back haha. *sighs*

Chemistry: 24/30
Economics: 40/50
English: 13/15
Maths 2U: 91%
Maths Ext 1: 60%

LOL I really suck, hey? Yeah, yeah I know. I've kicked myself a thousand times already. Urgh, I'm so over letting a number on a piece of paper define me.

Yay! Finally finished my English essay on Frontline. haha, gotta love Brooke and her "absulute bitch" look. Hopefully this will be better than my stupid King Lear speech.

Can not WAIT for school to be over. Give me an afternoon on the beach, just watching the sun set like that one in January, pleeeasseee.

Hope retreat was good Captain :).

JENFER

well this is my last blog entry, *smileS* how long has this blog been going anyways? i just don't blog anymore, so i thought i'd leave in style by one last entry.
watched HOSTEL 2, twas awesome, gross, twitched in my sleep, but it was good.
to my friends james and emily, you guys rock, and if it is that you decide to keep this blog running, then great! =] everything seems so unreal and i love it

"counting on a new beginning"
"a reason for living"

jimmi;

Okay, I'm far from FINE now so thats good i guess.
Thank you to people who listened to my bitching and complaining and what ever you have to deal with by being friends with me.
Even with this support I still feel incomplete.
Its a funny thing the heart, even if you mind thinks one thing your heart can be polar opposite towards it.
Been listening to Green Days - Good Riddance all week.
Most people dont know its a break up song, weird huh?
Anyways been a long week.
3 assessments this week, all in a row.

Wednesday had Chemistry prac exam: titration....I got the exact concentration of the Sulfuric Acid.
Good work? NO! Teacher put me in the damn competition on Friday!

Thursday had english, i wrote my prepared essay. done deal

Friday, Business. I hate this subject. It went for an hour and i spent 40 mins on it and played with my rubix cube for the remainder of the time. The i had to spend the rest of my friday at some random school titrating rather spending some quality time on my hammock!
I came fourth anyways so it wasnt too bad, didnt try though. I have lost my motivation for work nowadays.

anyways im going out to get smashed

peace

jimmi;

I haven't slept or eaten since Saturday night.
I'm a product of a breakdown.
My three most hated words are H-S-C
Not only does it screw people out of opportunities in life,
but it also puts its greedy little hands into peoples hearts and minds and screws relationships!
AH i hate it!
Also another word i hate...WAITING!
I will have sex with anyone who can make me a time machine!
So I can skip these next 4ish months!
I feel incomplete, unhappy and something worse than FINE
This sucks!

emily;

The Black Eyed Peas fills my room with sunshine :) - "and I lie, and a I lie ..."

Yay! Queen's birthday. How lovely.
Gosh, even before finishing this blog entry I know it's going to be a pathetic one. Urgh, but no one blogs on this thing anymore! So I must keep it's blood pumping.

Anyways, spent today at Nat's house. I am proud to say, Jimmi and I WALKED, yes that's right ... I walked to Bankstown station from my house. Took a total of 20mins. Pretty good, don't you think? I know what I'm gonna do now whenever I get bored at home. We did that usual stuff at Nat's - pillow fights, laughing over stupid stuff, and watching alex get dacked LOL.

School tomorrow. Gross.

I know what I want to do in Uni now! :) Having a purpose/goal makes me feel so much more secure. I don't feel like I'm floating around anymore, and I refuse to be one of those people choosing to do commerce just because they don't know what in the hell they actually WANT to do. Yep, I am going to try and get into International Studies at USYD - pretty awesome ain't it?
My father is so silly. I suggested the course ages ago, and he actually threw it into my face.
"No Emily, you have to go overseas. Do I look like I have enough money to send you overseas?"
"But Daddd ... Commerce is so ... boring ..."
"Money doesn't grow on trees you know."
"But..." (It's my life goddamnit.)
"Commerce is easier to get a job anyways."
"Mmmm .. sure dad." (Screw you, I don't want to do Commerce.)
2 days later at tutor and talking to Chris' mother:
"Emily, what did you say you wanted to do after school?"
"International Studies." :)
And now, Dad thinks he suggested the idea and is telling me how perfect it is. What a strange strange man.

Jimmi, you're greatest Captain ever. Even when you've lost your giggle and didn't trust me to navigate us to Marion Street. <3

jimmi;

I HATE BUSES!

Fuck i hate them so much!
Today i was suppose to go to Riverside Theater to watch a play for English.
So my teacher organised a bus to come pick us up.
We waited in the cold, dark rain for an hour and a half!
THE GOD DAMN THING DIDN"T COME!
So i wasted my time and money, and my bloody teacher forced me to go as well.

Oh someone is gonna get a hurt real bad!

Ok my rant is over, this week can be summarised into "Patchy"
But thank you that is over!
Cant wait for Gouldy's 18th tomorrow! Doctors and SEXY NURSES! fuck yeah!
3 assessments next week, fuck yeah!
Queens birthday! fuck yeah!
Man im so popular nowadays, got invited to 3 parties tomorrow, so i had to turn down 2 of them! Thing is i dont feel bad! haahha

anyways better get some work done
Peace

emily;

HOLY SHIZZ
Esky & Birdy were so damn good ... like really really GOOD. (I'm refraining from using the word "awesome" haha and what do I use instead? "good." fan-bloody-tastic).

Jimmi and I jumped, head banged, danced, and sort of made friends with randoms hahaha. Gosh, best night of my life for a very very long time.
I love Katy Steele and Kavyen Temperly's voices, and the way they make me feel as I sway in the crowd - "everywhere you go, always take the weather with youuuu"

You make me dazey.
haha! Oh my God, using the word "dazey" now always reminds me of Pagani. This is what happened as we entered the hall for the Economics Skills Test;
Daisy: Sir! I forgot my pencils and stuff in the library! Can I go get it?? Ohh myyy ...
Pagani: Daisyyy .. hurry up, go get it. They don't call you Daisy for no reason!
Me: Er sir? I don't get that.
Pagani: ... Dazey ... Daisy?
Me: OH sir, that's lame.
haha I'm so slow.

Anyways, what was I saying? Oh yeahh .. after about half a year of not properly talking it's still the same.
You make me dazey and confused. All the time. Everytime.

Yuhhh .. AHHH I LOVE ESKIMO JOE!

Oh, echoes in the heart, when we meet
I chose to take this moment
To tell you I'm leaving
Older Than You, Eskimo Joe

Thankyou to Jimmi for a cloody sweet night :)

Note to self: I have to stop spending so much money.

love can be so over-rated.
note to self: hold onto your heart girl, he's coming for it