okay woah that was so weird. I pressed "publish post" or something by accident and I hadn't even written anything.

Anyway, *sighs* It's nearly friday =) how wonderful. Today has been a good week! I hope tomorrow doesn't spoil it (Maths Common Test). It rained today. haha gosh, I'm totally losing the plot. I'm gonna try something with this entry. I'm .. hmm .. going to write everything just comes off the top of my head without erasing any of it and just yeah, typing what I think.

Lets see where to start? Oh! Biology today was the best damn subject. People actually KNOW MY NAME. haha and Ada, omg haha ada's just funny. And then Jess was high! Great way to end the day.

I love train rides home =).

Did most of my eco assignment thing today. The library is actually ... really useful. I'm starting to hate researching off the Net. There's so much to sift through and the tiny font hurts after a while. lol I'm an idiot.
lol I think my brother hates me right now. Hilarious.

Sometimes I want to just hurry up and grow up. Like right now. hehe you've grown up so much but you don't know it. I know you're still a kid at times, but golly ... its different. I don't know how to explain. I just hope I can catch up before it's too late.

I should upload some pictures ... okay, I can't really find any. This is something I guess. It was taken at Thomas' graduation from Uni thing. Michelle and Catherine are gorgeous! haha The Used shirt. I think I should stop wearing it for a while.

Thankyou to Nat for the keyring!! I love it. And dude, you are such a bad liar now =P

Okay, this new way of just typing whatever comes out isn't really working. I keep having to pause my train of thought to type over MSN haha.

"And we wake up in the breakdown
In the things we never thought we could be
yeah" -- Goo Goo Dolls, Here is Gone

- emily


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the compelling experience of outreach.

for all of those people who have no freaken idea what i'm talking about, christine and i went to a homeless shelter to do volunteer work there.
oh god, where to i start. lets see, outreach..a strange combination of both humorous and repulsive moments.
.humorous.. being the part when people with flip cellphones coming in for a free meal,
.humorous when people in perfectly ironed business suits..walk into the place like a natural homeless person! how slack to those who really dun have a home huhh??
.humorous when the bum asked vanessa where the hell the whisky was..

.repulsive being the part:
-when being the dish pig
-when cutting the desert and watching as the centre of the cake ooz out osme sort of yellowy thing which they called custard.
-when an asain lady took a sip of the cup and putting it back on the table..i quote ' no no, i don't like this one'.

and for those who think that homeless people are those who strangely think you hate them..you would be correct. most of them think your totally against them! i dunno why...it be honest, it's quite scary and disturbing.

well i must leave nows..reading cell by stephan king..god it's 'bloodstained'..like seriously..freaky shit.

-strange



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you talk, but all i hear is blah blah blah.

it's been a few days and things don't seem any better for some of us. -bleak
no matter how old you get, idiotic disagreements never die out. -sad
i can't imagine what the world would be like. utterly disturbing

well i went to burwood today, brought a book, as suggested by christine : Stephan King, Cell
i really really want The Blind Assassin by Margaret Atwood.
like damn..it's so interesting! i woke up thinking about it! omg! hahaha

well i'm off to watch everyone hates chris =] bye bye my dear readers.

-strange



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"Five miles outside of vegas when we broke down,
Threw my keys inside the window and we never looked back" -- everclear

Yes! I finally put up a new layout ... I'm glad Jen likes it. I thought the green and black colour schemes were refreshing, and Ichigo is at the top! haha he's one cool anime dude. Ipod's are a tad overrated though. Still, the whole notion of sitting under a tree and letting the music just sweep over you ... yeah, totally sweet.

Ohmygosh this english extention speech is killing me. Wait, I think I've mentioned this before. Great, now I'm repeated myself too.

Went to Bankstown library today and saw Davie, Jasey, Johnson and Viet. hehe it's so great that I still feel so comfortable with them. I never want to lose that. Not with any of my friends. I hope everything worked out okay though. So much drama *sighs* who ever said being a teenager was easy?

Argh wanted so bad to go to that OH&S thing with Nat V today. So sorry girl, my dad is a total jerk these days. Hope you had fun! Gosh, if he doesn't let me go to Bring It On ... I'll ... I'll ... turn on the waterworks =) haha

Wow this motorola X3 or whatever stuff is pretty cool. I've managed to fumble my way through new technology! Yay, photos.
haha imagine when we're older. I'm finding it hard to keep up with this new stuff NOW ... gosh when I'm a mum .. err lets just not think about it.

hehe Jess and mucking around in Economics; and my brother and my little cousin Camille (what a nice name!) at his birthday bbq.

Basketball last night was so funny. Jess T is our new travel girl, and Jess N is our carry girl! haha I shouldn't talk though ... but we didn't lose too badly. I think it was 17-7. Last time i checked anyway. This season's gonna be awesome haha I'm getting all excited just writing about it.

Anyway, better get back to work *sighs*

- emily


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just pull the trigger.
i am far from imperfect, and even further from indefectible.
coffee DOESN'T work for me when it's 5.30 am. it truly doesn't
wow, i've twisted my neck in so many painful ways that it hurts even to simply hold it up straight. like how retarded is that?
that's what you get for sleeping on one side...
i have a question..
why does one crease to stay genuine and endure in keeping one personality.
the amount of enemies who claim to be your 'friends' is incredibly obscured..i must say, this is quite inadequate and exceedingly daunting. just the thought of it is preposterous. simply inhuman and utterly depressing. just when you think you've finally figured them out, they turn on you. even the people you think you've known for years on end.
well you can't beat life. you just simply have no control what so ever.
enough crap for the day, on a different basis..my enormously large female dog, finally gave birth to five puppies. god their so cute. i was fortunate enough to witness the whole messy thing, although at this point i quetion that.
well i'm off to do my SOR assy. i'm going to Ashfield with christine on monday to feed and accompany the homeless. we're so delightful.

-strange



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yay only two more assys to drag my dead body through. +_+'

these last few weeks have been oh-so stressful..with shcool and everything else on top of it. just makes it all the more worse.
well i'm so tried and i wanna make this as short as possible. i'm sure you bloggers dun wanna read what i write anyway..=]
well.
`compliments to christine aka listerine for always helping me in chem tutor. i''m so lost without you..
`and compliments to jane aka sugarcane for working with me in the phys assy. i could have never done it without you
So thankyou my musketeers. *cheers mates

gemma ward is my fav model.
-modelling for all the top and overly priced brands. it doesn't come as a suprise though, with that butt smoothe face. -babies ass hahaha


-strange

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Right now, I'm trying to start my Frankenstein speech which is due next wednesday. Thank goodness we got the extention, i don't think I woulda finished over the weekend. It's so .. hard! Or maybe my brain has just turned into mush after that essay yesterday. Oh, speaking of the essay ... OMGOSH! HORRIBLE! The worst thing I have ever written in my entire highschool life. Urgh, let's just not ever mention it again.

Oh gosh! I don't even know where to start ... oh guess what? For those of you who have never read "Frankenstein" by Mary Shelley, the scientist's name is Frankenstein. Not the creature! I was so lost.

My brother has turned on his jap music. It's not that bad actually, I must admit. Some of it is actually decent rock. O-M-G I'm converting.

Saw Jen and Nat this week =) so cool. This year has ... given me heaps of freedom. I feel grown up! And this time, I'm actually keeping in touch with my friends. So, it was possible after all.

Goodnight,
- emily


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hey all you bloggers..havn't been blogging these days. been so held up by school work and all that other shit.
all the 3 unit maths students have an exam tommorrow. and another one on friday..wish us luck.
hrmm..i could of sworn i had a million things to blog about..but atm i can't seem to redeem them. oh well
well i'm tired and feel as though i'm overworked. welcome to the senior years





well on a different basis..i was eatting grapes on my study break and i found one quite
fasinating -->
..yes..truly a freak of nature or maybe just on steriods



I GOT A NEW DOG!!! -jack rusell =]
god he's soo cute!


















we call him MUMMBLES!
because of his obsession of mummbling when his not allowed to come inside the house to play with us and his abnormal hypoactive mode - (but then again, all puppies are..) it was only natural that he would fit perfectly into the name mummbles kekeke


-it's strange


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Yay! this thing finally works again. Is it just me, or did the site not work for the past few days?
I'm getting sick of this layout ... haha i get sick of things so easily. Never in the same place too often, always moving, always having to do something .. Do you mind if I change it soon again Jen? I'm sorry, I'm so weird.

Anyway, OMG I still can't get over the game last night! We lost *cries* 31 - 28 .. gosh we were so close. It never was about winning before, but hey, we got into the GRANDFINALS. I just seemed like a waste to not go all the way. I wouldn't have minded as much if the team was one of those nice ones. But dude, this team was aggro!~ I'm surprised I didn't get bashed.
4 minutes left of the game - tu is fouled out and jo-le gets injured. Omg, and Lander is injured too. So we've got 4 players on the court.
Julie: I hope you're okay. Your mum really freaked me out when she asked me where the hospital was. Winnie told me that you're okay and at home now, but sounded tired. Gosh, I really hope you're okay!
haha give me a week. THEN I'll get over it.

Arghhh Yellowcard is on Monday haha *sighs* please come back to Sydney after this concert!

I think we're going out to dinner now. My brother wants to eat Italian food, and my mum just won some money. I don't know how she does that.

Peace!
- emily


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yay, I'm all SMILESS =)
Today was really good. Okay besides the freezing my butt off during lunch and recess. But hey, I ran around for a bit and I think maybe I've finally made a new friend. haha the City was nice too. Oh gosh, can't stop smiling.

OMG Taking Back Sunday's concert is tomorrow!! I am oh-so jealous. Hope you don't get squashed in the moshpit leewee. haha wait, you survived the Blink one, this is a piece of cake for you, aye?

haha I bought my brother's birthday present today. I was gonna keep it a secret until his birthday next week. But me, being the usual weird person that I am, couldn't wait to give it to him. So at this very instant, my brother is reading his "MANGA" (not anime people, apparently they're different things) on my bed. Aren't I such a good sister? =)

Okay, my sudden urge to blog that I got 5mins ago is gone.
G'night!

- emily


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BACK TO BLACK.
my hair is officially DEAD.
went to dye it black agens today..only i fink it's too black. like ew!
there is nothing like a head massage. nothing tops the sensation..not yet anyways..hahah jkes jkes
well the lady was kinda in a rush today water was flying left right and centre. words can not describe how many goosebumps one small stream of cold water can conjure up.
anyways, eng speech is tomm. i'm ready, but then agen, im not ready..get me?
note to self: there are hot guys in melbourne!
note to jimmi/ dante : i only look up to you cos your taller. hahaha
compliments for jane aka 911 and christine aka 104.1 - thanks for being my senoir buddies. i'm glad i got to know you guys better before school ended, cos then after school is out, we'll never lose contact and can be those sad old women in the cafe who try to be cool. but hey! who cares..cos you're FOREVER YOUNG!

-love the strange


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There's a V bottle sitting on my desk at the moment. I think my brother bought it or something. Hmm ... I don't wanna drink it, but the can is so pretty! I wonder if it works .. but I don't wanna mess with nature lol.

YAY!! We're in the GRAND FINALS - basketball today was so awesome. We won (22-10) pretty good aye? I played so much better .. haha I think it's joo-le! She makes it so funny. Next season's gonna be great. Jess, Jess, Tu, Anne, Joo-le and me .. all in one team! haha we're gonna be "the asian team" how funny. But it's gonna be under 18s .. how scary!

School is getting better and better =) oh gosh, or maybe I'm just like on a total high right now.

Oh except one thing I guess .. I just still can't believe something so awful can happen to one person. Someone who's barely just older than me. Scary thought.

Have a good weekend! =)

- emily


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEVE! 'fav. quote: you stooge' =] have a hell of a great birthday little dude!!

it's still amazing how exciting it is to recieve your piece of cake! hahaha it's sad, but exciting. seriously, how many times a year do you get to eat cake but not truly feel guilty about doing so?
anyways the party was loud and completely overcrowded! but still it was fun.
went to tutor at pre-uni the other day and realised something that whould change my entire future. seriously it will shock you. (maybe not all of you cos some of you prolly already know). are you ready? it was in the car with my mum, and she got lost. she asked me to look at the street we were on. that was kinda a problem for me because i didn't have my glasses on. 'weith..' 'wentu..' 'omfg! wentworth street!!!' believe me, my mum's reaction was literally 'wtf!' anyways, i plan to someday buy a house there and live on that very street. hahaha crazy, but what can i say? i'm strange
kekeke. i have so much school work to get through. and i'm only in year 11!! lets see
.maths exam x 2
.chemistry assy
.economic's exam
.r.e speech + assy
.english speech + assy
.physics prac. task.
equals -wtf! like come on people! chill-lax on the shitload pleasssseeeeee!!!!
to all those who have made it to year 12 - i praise you dudes!
not a different basis. i'm sorry to hear that some people aren't doing so well (social wise) i understand that anything i say will NOT make it all better, but leave your mind on this, 'shit happens dude, just be sad, think, pick yourself up, and stay cool' -there is absolutely no reason why you should be crestfallen forever. it seriously won't change anything...i know it seems harsh but it true. believe me little dudes, i would know...it's not exactly the greatest thing to addmit but i'm trying to help.
-how many ppl think myer is doing better in business than d.j's? well your wrong! your all wrong!! har-har-har! lol myer isn't doing so good atm. i dun see how that effects you bloggers but it's interesting to know.
note to jimmi: aka Dante McPherson [my porn star work partner (not in that 'grimmy' sense] we're having roasted turkey for dinner.!

-strange


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me and christine keke
me and jane
me, christine and jane =]
me and jane!
jane and christine
christine, lisa, jane!
christine, me and jane!!

well as all the msj girls know, today was our sor excursion. damn did and jane i go crazy with the photos, but as much as i would love to share them all with you, i seriously can't be fuked. hahaha many apologises little dudes. =] our first stop on the excursion was the church at parra. i fink it was ' st. patrick's ' but i'm seriously not sure.. =.= shows how much attention i pay. lamo.
had lunch at this park, pretty nice view for lunch at school..jane and i then decided to go nuts on the pictures, christine was taking all this random pictures hahaha and i have proof! Oh OH!! i totally forgot, we (lisa, jane, christine and i) were standing under this huge tree, out of no where this (fairly large) branch falls down. we were all screaming..yes..including me. i fink the last person to scream was me, cos i only screamed, cos they screamed. i full yelled out 'arghhh!! don't scream!!' it was so funny, cos i was screaming too. seriously dudes, if you were there, you would laugh your ass off at how idiotic the moment
note to james: we're having chicken for dinner.

-strange!!


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I'm going to start a routine err ... somehow haha! I have to do a bit more work I reckon. Been bludging too much for the past month. I hate to admit it, but I kinda do like this new school and it's interesting people.
It's funny.
I am actually doing good in maths. GOOD - HA! I thought my strength was English .. until I met Josephine in my English class. Gosh, she talks like an adult! I have such a limited vocabulary *cries* haha

Yay! Tomorrow is sport. *dances* I love tuesdays.
I hope we win, and I hope it's not against Burwood Girls. Oh Oh, but most of all I hope I don't play crap. (I sound like Madeline)

It's weird how everything can change so quickly. I remember just under two months ago we were inseparable. Well, it seemed like it anyway. We were the three. The band. And now, everything's gone. Kinda sucks, but i know that I can't really change it. I just wish it could go back to the way it was sometimes. It's such a waste.
Dude, we had FANS (crazy I know)

woooo story of the year -

- emily

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many apologises for my last entry..i was having a spaz attack..what can i say? shit happens..and when it does..you can't but help think of all the crap that has happened to you..so i'm sorry for lashing out at you ******..i truly didn' mean to be so bitchy.
well i was just wondering, issert it true that you get wetter is you run when it's raining..? seriously i need an answer for the next time i walk in the rain..the last time didn't turn out too good. what can i say? it was a sunny day in the morning..and then the wheather man decieded punish me. wait that sounded wrong, but you should get wat i'm meant to say..so there i was, walking at first, deciding if i would aviod the rain better by running. til this day i still dun know the answer, cos by the end i was generally just wet. hahaha so all you bloggers out there who do know the answer, please advise me. do you get wetter when you run in the rain??

well physics class was pretty straight forward today.. looks like phil was right, if you drop a coin off the centre point towerm it like a bullet when coming back down. look sliek we have more problems in the group agenz..damn man..why can't we live happily ever after? wait..happy endings are for stories that havn't finished yet..and this story has definately NOT finished. well at least i still have jane my sugar cane aka 911 and christine my listerine aka 104.1 haha no matter how many house appliances are avail. to everyone else, there is only one sugar cane that starts with jane and one listerine that starts with christine. =]

well dudes, i'm laterz
-strange


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MmmmMMMm grapes =) I love it when the fruit is cold from daddy putting them in the fridge. Tastes so good after a basketball match.
haha oh speaking of the basketball match, we lost - AGAIN *cries* by one point! (19-20) sucks for us. But still, its okay. I played slightly better than that horrible game on tues ... urghh bad bad memories.

Anyway! Today was another good day. That dude was right .. what did he say again? Oh yeah. "you'll have crap days. And then, even worst days. But there will always be good days" haha I liked his speech that night.

I'm gonna keep this short and sweet, so yeah ... the end!

- emily

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today was our second 'early mark' from school on thursday. damn was the public bus packed.
christine my listerine and i were hanging off these handles and everytime the bus turned right, christine had to hold me, cos i would've fell onto the poor chinese lady sitting next to me. lol you'd have to be there and in the moment to be laughing..it's not funny when you preach it to someone.
over the past weeks (since school started) jane my sugar cane, christine my listerine and i have grown quite close to each other..we even have our own specail way of greeting ourselves! hahaha listine being cocaine , jane being marijuana and i generally just drugs that you inject. hahaha
i love you jane my sugar cane, christine my listerine!! -without you, my house wouldn't be one..=]


i have chemistry tutor in about an hour and 20 mins
and i'm sitting blogging..
WENTWORTH MILLER IS HOT!!


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Song of the moment: "Listening" - The Used

*sighs* Hell yeahh .. bring on all the screaming. Feels so good right now. Oh wow even A Box Full Of Sharp Objects is feeling really nice right now.


haha hmm lets see, Jenn told me to blog more and this is as best a time as any I guess. I'm in a crappy mood so sorry if this entry turns out really depressing. On a happier note though, I saw Jenn a few days ago =) real spirit lifter it was. See you next week aye? haha


Today was pretty tiring. I nearly fell asleep on the train. haha speaking of the train, it was pretty stupid. Vinh and I caught the wrong one. We happily thought we were on the Bankstown train until we reached Clyde. haha imagine our surprise (with Vinh cursing every five secs).


Basketball training was okay, and I bludged way too much in Eco and Biology. Hmm but I guess I must make a note about tutor. I found out some pretty surprising news. Wait, maybe it was only surprising because I've been an idiot.

A total idiot who doesn't see whats happening around me.

Maybe I only feel this way because you're one of my good friends and I just didn't expect it. Reading Jen's last blog entry though, I'm suddenly thinking "why am I even feeling down about this stuff? Its so little. Its nothing compared to .." so I'm okay. Don't look at me like that, cause when you do I kinda start to think too much and it does kinda hurt. Which is very VERY stupid. Have I said the word stupid enough times?


Okay, this doesn't make sense. I'm just gonna sit here and let Taking Back Sunday and The Used take care of everything ...


Goodnight dudes


- emily


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okay woah that was so weird. I pressed "publish post" or something by accident and I hadn't even written anything.

Anyway, *sighs* It's nearly friday =) how wonderful. Today has been a good week! I hope tomorrow doesn't spoil it (Maths Common Test). It rained today. haha gosh, I'm totally losing the plot. I'm gonna try something with this entry. I'm .. hmm .. going to write everything just comes off the top of my head without erasing any of it and just yeah, typing what I think.

Lets see where to start? Oh! Biology today was the best damn subject. People actually KNOW MY NAME. haha and Ada, omg haha ada's just funny. And then Jess was high! Great way to end the day.

I love train rides home =).

Did most of my eco assignment thing today. The library is actually ... really useful. I'm starting to hate researching off the Net. There's so much to sift through and the tiny font hurts after a while. lol I'm an idiot.
lol I think my brother hates me right now. Hilarious.

Sometimes I want to just hurry up and grow up. Like right now. hehe you've grown up so much but you don't know it. I know you're still a kid at times, but golly ... its different. I don't know how to explain. I just hope I can catch up before it's too late.

I should upload some pictures ... okay, I can't really find any. This is something I guess. It was taken at Thomas' graduation from Uni thing. Michelle and Catherine are gorgeous! haha The Used shirt. I think I should stop wearing it for a while.

Thankyou to Nat for the keyring!! I love it. And dude, you are such a bad liar now =P

Okay, this new way of just typing whatever comes out isn't really working. I keep having to pause my train of thought to type over MSN haha.

"And we wake up in the breakdown
In the things we never thought we could be
yeah" -- Goo Goo Dolls, Here is Gone

- emily

the compelling experience of outreach.

for all of those people who have no freaken idea what i'm talking about, christine and i went to a homeless shelter to do volunteer work there.
oh god, where to i start. lets see, outreach..a strange combination of both humorous and repulsive moments.
.humorous.. being the part when people with flip cellphones coming in for a free meal,
.humorous when people in perfectly ironed business suits..walk into the place like a natural homeless person! how slack to those who really dun have a home huhh??
.humorous when the bum asked vanessa where the hell the whisky was..

.repulsive being the part:
-when being the dish pig
-when cutting the desert and watching as the centre of the cake ooz out osme sort of yellowy thing which they called custard.
-when an asain lady took a sip of the cup and putting it back on the table..i quote ' no no, i don't like this one'.

and for those who think that homeless people are those who strangely think you hate them..you would be correct. most of them think your totally against them! i dunno why...it be honest, it's quite scary and disturbing.

well i must leave nows..reading cell by stephan king..god it's 'bloodstained'..like seriously..freaky shit.

-strange




you talk, but all i hear is blah blah blah.

it's been a few days and things don't seem any better for some of us. -bleak
no matter how old you get, idiotic disagreements never die out. -sad
i can't imagine what the world would be like. utterly disturbing

well i went to burwood today, brought a book, as suggested by christine : Stephan King, Cell
i really really want The Blind Assassin by Margaret Atwood.
like damn..it's so interesting! i woke up thinking about it! omg! hahaha

well i'm off to watch everyone hates chris =] bye bye my dear readers.

-strange


"Five miles outside of vegas when we broke down,
Threw my keys inside the window and we never looked back" -- everclear

Yes! I finally put up a new layout ... I'm glad Jen likes it. I thought the green and black colour schemes were refreshing, and Ichigo is at the top! haha he's one cool anime dude. Ipod's are a tad overrated though. Still, the whole notion of sitting under a tree and letting the music just sweep over you ... yeah, totally sweet.

Ohmygosh this english extention speech is killing me. Wait, I think I've mentioned this before. Great, now I'm repeated myself too.

Went to Bankstown library today and saw Davie, Jasey, Johnson and Viet. hehe it's so great that I still feel so comfortable with them. I never want to lose that. Not with any of my friends. I hope everything worked out okay though. So much drama *sighs* who ever said being a teenager was easy?

Argh wanted so bad to go to that OH&S thing with Nat V today. So sorry girl, my dad is a total jerk these days. Hope you had fun! Gosh, if he doesn't let me go to Bring It On ... I'll ... I'll ... turn on the waterworks =) haha

Wow this motorola X3 or whatever stuff is pretty cool. I've managed to fumble my way through new technology! Yay, photos.
haha imagine when we're older. I'm finding it hard to keep up with this new stuff NOW ... gosh when I'm a mum .. err lets just not think about it.

hehe Jess and mucking around in Economics; and my brother and my little cousin Camille (what a nice name!) at his birthday bbq.

Basketball last night was so funny. Jess T is our new travel girl, and Jess N is our carry girl! haha I shouldn't talk though ... but we didn't lose too badly. I think it was 17-7. Last time i checked anyway. This season's gonna be awesome haha I'm getting all excited just writing about it.

Anyway, better get back to work *sighs*

- emily

just pull the trigger.
i am far from imperfect, and even further from indefectible.
coffee DOESN'T work for me when it's 5.30 am. it truly doesn't
wow, i've twisted my neck in so many painful ways that it hurts even to simply hold it up straight. like how retarded is that?
that's what you get for sleeping on one side...
i have a question..
why does one crease to stay genuine and endure in keeping one personality.
the amount of enemies who claim to be your 'friends' is incredibly obscured..i must say, this is quite inadequate and exceedingly daunting. just the thought of it is preposterous. simply inhuman and utterly depressing. just when you think you've finally figured them out, they turn on you. even the people you think you've known for years on end.
well you can't beat life. you just simply have no control what so ever.
enough crap for the day, on a different basis..my enormously large female dog, finally gave birth to five puppies. god their so cute. i was fortunate enough to witness the whole messy thing, although at this point i quetion that.
well i'm off to do my SOR assy. i'm going to Ashfield with christine on monday to feed and accompany the homeless. we're so delightful.

-strange


yay only two more assys to drag my dead body through. +_+'

these last few weeks have been oh-so stressful..with shcool and everything else on top of it. just makes it all the more worse.
well i'm so tried and i wanna make this as short as possible. i'm sure you bloggers dun wanna read what i write anyway..=]
well.
`compliments to christine aka listerine for always helping me in chem tutor. i''m so lost without you..
`and compliments to jane aka sugarcane for working with me in the phys assy. i could have never done it without you
So thankyou my musketeers. *cheers mates

gemma ward is my fav model.
-modelling for all the top and overly priced brands. it doesn't come as a suprise though, with that butt smoothe face. -babies ass hahaha


-strange

Right now, I'm trying to start my Frankenstein speech which is due next wednesday. Thank goodness we got the extention, i don't think I woulda finished over the weekend. It's so .. hard! Or maybe my brain has just turned into mush after that essay yesterday. Oh, speaking of the essay ... OMGOSH! HORRIBLE! The worst thing I have ever written in my entire highschool life. Urgh, let's just not ever mention it again.

Oh gosh! I don't even know where to start ... oh guess what? For those of you who have never read "Frankenstein" by Mary Shelley, the scientist's name is Frankenstein. Not the creature! I was so lost.

My brother has turned on his jap music. It's not that bad actually, I must admit. Some of it is actually decent rock. O-M-G I'm converting.

Saw Jen and Nat this week =) so cool. This year has ... given me heaps of freedom. I feel grown up! And this time, I'm actually keeping in touch with my friends. So, it was possible after all.

Goodnight,
- emily

hey all you bloggers..havn't been blogging these days. been so held up by school work and all that other shit.
all the 3 unit maths students have an exam tommorrow. and another one on friday..wish us luck.
hrmm..i could of sworn i had a million things to blog about..but atm i can't seem to redeem them. oh well
well i'm tired and feel as though i'm overworked. welcome to the senior years





well on a different basis..i was eatting grapes on my study break and i found one quite
fasinating -->
..yes..truly a freak of nature or maybe just on steriods



I GOT A NEW DOG!!! -jack rusell =]
god he's soo cute!


















we call him MUMMBLES!
because of his obsession of mummbling when his not allowed to come inside the house to play with us and his abnormal hypoactive mode - (but then again, all puppies are..) it was only natural that he would fit perfectly into the name mummbles kekeke


-it's strange

Yay! this thing finally works again. Is it just me, or did the site not work for the past few days?
I'm getting sick of this layout ... haha i get sick of things so easily. Never in the same place too often, always moving, always having to do something .. Do you mind if I change it soon again Jen? I'm sorry, I'm so weird.

Anyway, OMG I still can't get over the game last night! We lost *cries* 31 - 28 .. gosh we were so close. It never was about winning before, but hey, we got into the GRANDFINALS. I just seemed like a waste to not go all the way. I wouldn't have minded as much if the team was one of those nice ones. But dude, this team was aggro!~ I'm surprised I didn't get bashed.
4 minutes left of the game - tu is fouled out and jo-le gets injured. Omg, and Lander is injured too. So we've got 4 players on the court.
Julie: I hope you're okay. Your mum really freaked me out when she asked me where the hospital was. Winnie told me that you're okay and at home now, but sounded tired. Gosh, I really hope you're okay!
haha give me a week. THEN I'll get over it.

Arghhh Yellowcard is on Monday haha *sighs* please come back to Sydney after this concert!

I think we're going out to dinner now. My brother wants to eat Italian food, and my mum just won some money. I don't know how she does that.

Peace!
- emily

yay, I'm all SMILESS =)
Today was really good. Okay besides the freezing my butt off during lunch and recess. But hey, I ran around for a bit and I think maybe I've finally made a new friend. haha the City was nice too. Oh gosh, can't stop smiling.

OMG Taking Back Sunday's concert is tomorrow!! I am oh-so jealous. Hope you don't get squashed in the moshpit leewee. haha wait, you survived the Blink one, this is a piece of cake for you, aye?

haha I bought my brother's birthday present today. I was gonna keep it a secret until his birthday next week. But me, being the usual weird person that I am, couldn't wait to give it to him. So at this very instant, my brother is reading his "MANGA" (not anime people, apparently they're different things) on my bed. Aren't I such a good sister? =)

Okay, my sudden urge to blog that I got 5mins ago is gone.
G'night!

- emily

BACK TO BLACK.
my hair is officially DEAD.
went to dye it black agens today..only i fink it's too black. like ew!
there is nothing like a head massage. nothing tops the sensation..not yet anyways..hahah jkes jkes
well the lady was kinda in a rush today water was flying left right and centre. words can not describe how many goosebumps one small stream of cold water can conjure up.
anyways, eng speech is tomm. i'm ready, but then agen, im not ready..get me?
note to self: there are hot guys in melbourne!
note to jimmi/ dante : i only look up to you cos your taller. hahaha
compliments for jane aka 911 and christine aka 104.1 - thanks for being my senoir buddies. i'm glad i got to know you guys better before school ended, cos then after school is out, we'll never lose contact and can be those sad old women in the cafe who try to be cool. but hey! who cares..cos you're FOREVER YOUNG!

-love the strange

There's a V bottle sitting on my desk at the moment. I think my brother bought it or something. Hmm ... I don't wanna drink it, but the can is so pretty! I wonder if it works .. but I don't wanna mess with nature lol.

YAY!! We're in the GRAND FINALS - basketball today was so awesome. We won (22-10) pretty good aye? I played so much better .. haha I think it's joo-le! She makes it so funny. Next season's gonna be great. Jess, Jess, Tu, Anne, Joo-le and me .. all in one team! haha we're gonna be "the asian team" how funny. But it's gonna be under 18s .. how scary!

School is getting better and better =) oh gosh, or maybe I'm just like on a total high right now.

Oh except one thing I guess .. I just still can't believe something so awful can happen to one person. Someone who's barely just older than me. Scary thought.

Have a good weekend! =)

- emily

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEVE! 'fav. quote: you stooge' =] have a hell of a great birthday little dude!!

it's still amazing how exciting it is to recieve your piece of cake! hahaha it's sad, but exciting. seriously, how many times a year do you get to eat cake but not truly feel guilty about doing so?
anyways the party was loud and completely overcrowded! but still it was fun.
went to tutor at pre-uni the other day and realised something that whould change my entire future. seriously it will shock you. (maybe not all of you cos some of you prolly already know). are you ready? it was in the car with my mum, and she got lost. she asked me to look at the street we were on. that was kinda a problem for me because i didn't have my glasses on. 'weith..' 'wentu..' 'omfg! wentworth street!!!' believe me, my mum's reaction was literally 'wtf!' anyways, i plan to someday buy a house there and live on that very street. hahaha crazy, but what can i say? i'm strange
kekeke. i have so much school work to get through. and i'm only in year 11!! lets see
.maths exam x 2
.chemistry assy
.economic's exam
.r.e speech + assy
.english speech + assy
.physics prac. task.
equals -wtf! like come on people! chill-lax on the shitload pleasssseeeeee!!!!
to all those who have made it to year 12 - i praise you dudes!
not a different basis. i'm sorry to hear that some people aren't doing so well (social wise) i understand that anything i say will NOT make it all better, but leave your mind on this, 'shit happens dude, just be sad, think, pick yourself up, and stay cool' -there is absolutely no reason why you should be crestfallen forever. it seriously won't change anything...i know it seems harsh but it true. believe me little dudes, i would know...it's not exactly the greatest thing to addmit but i'm trying to help.
-how many ppl think myer is doing better in business than d.j's? well your wrong! your all wrong!! har-har-har! lol myer isn't doing so good atm. i dun see how that effects you bloggers but it's interesting to know.
note to jimmi: aka Dante McPherson [my porn star work partner (not in that 'grimmy' sense] we're having roasted turkey for dinner.!

-strange

me and christine keke
me and jane
me, christine and jane =]
me and jane!
jane and christine
christine, lisa, jane!
christine, me and jane!!

well as all the msj girls know, today was our sor excursion. damn did and jane i go crazy with the photos, but as much as i would love to share them all with you, i seriously can't be fuked. hahaha many apologises little dudes. =] our first stop on the excursion was the church at parra. i fink it was ' st. patrick's ' but i'm seriously not sure.. =.= shows how much attention i pay. lamo.
had lunch at this park, pretty nice view for lunch at school..jane and i then decided to go nuts on the pictures, christine was taking all this random pictures hahaha and i have proof! Oh OH!! i totally forgot, we (lisa, jane, christine and i) were standing under this huge tree, out of no where this (fairly large) branch falls down. we were all screaming..yes..including me. i fink the last person to scream was me, cos i only screamed, cos they screamed. i full yelled out 'arghhh!! don't scream!!' it was so funny, cos i was screaming too. seriously dudes, if you were there, you would laugh your ass off at how idiotic the moment
note to james: we're having chicken for dinner.

-strange!!

I'm going to start a routine err ... somehow haha! I have to do a bit more work I reckon. Been bludging too much for the past month. I hate to admit it, but I kinda do like this new school and it's interesting people.
It's funny.
I am actually doing good in maths. GOOD - HA! I thought my strength was English .. until I met Josephine in my English class. Gosh, she talks like an adult! I have such a limited vocabulary *cries* haha

Yay! Tomorrow is sport. *dances* I love tuesdays.
I hope we win, and I hope it's not against Burwood Girls. Oh Oh, but most of all I hope I don't play crap. (I sound like Madeline)

It's weird how everything can change so quickly. I remember just under two months ago we were inseparable. Well, it seemed like it anyway. We were the three. The band. And now, everything's gone. Kinda sucks, but i know that I can't really change it. I just wish it could go back to the way it was sometimes. It's such a waste.
Dude, we had FANS (crazy I know)

woooo story of the year -

- emily

many apologises for my last entry..i was having a spaz attack..what can i say? shit happens..and when it does..you can't but help think of all the crap that has happened to you..so i'm sorry for lashing out at you ******..i truly didn' mean to be so bitchy.
well i was just wondering, issert it true that you get wetter is you run when it's raining..? seriously i need an answer for the next time i walk in the rain..the last time didn't turn out too good. what can i say? it was a sunny day in the morning..and then the wheather man decieded punish me. wait that sounded wrong, but you should get wat i'm meant to say..so there i was, walking at first, deciding if i would aviod the rain better by running. til this day i still dun know the answer, cos by the end i was generally just wet. hahaha so all you bloggers out there who do know the answer, please advise me. do you get wetter when you run in the rain??

well physics class was pretty straight forward today.. looks like phil was right, if you drop a coin off the centre point towerm it like a bullet when coming back down. look sliek we have more problems in the group agenz..damn man..why can't we live happily ever after? wait..happy endings are for stories that havn't finished yet..and this story has definately NOT finished. well at least i still have jane my sugar cane aka 911 and christine my listerine aka 104.1 haha no matter how many house appliances are avail. to everyone else, there is only one sugar cane that starts with jane and one listerine that starts with christine. =]

well dudes, i'm laterz
-strange

MmmmMMMm grapes =) I love it when the fruit is cold from daddy putting them in the fridge. Tastes so good after a basketball match.
haha oh speaking of the basketball match, we lost - AGAIN *cries* by one point! (19-20) sucks for us. But still, its okay. I played slightly better than that horrible game on tues ... urghh bad bad memories.

Anyway! Today was another good day. That dude was right .. what did he say again? Oh yeah. "you'll have crap days. And then, even worst days. But there will always be good days" haha I liked his speech that night.

I'm gonna keep this short and sweet, so yeah ... the end!

- emily

p.s i like jello lmao


today was our second 'early mark' from school on thursday. damn was the public bus packed.
christine my listerine and i were hanging off these handles and everytime the bus turned right, christine had to hold me, cos i would've fell onto the poor chinese lady sitting next to me. lol you'd have to be there and in the moment to be laughing..it's not funny when you preach it to someone.
over the past weeks (since school started) jane my sugar cane, christine my listerine and i have grown quite close to each other..we even have our own specail way of greeting ourselves! hahaha listine being cocaine , jane being marijuana and i generally just drugs that you inject. hahaha
i love you jane my sugar cane, christine my listerine!! -without you, my house wouldn't be one..=]


i have chemistry tutor in about an hour and 20 mins
and i'm sitting blogging..
WENTWORTH MILLER IS HOT!!

Song of the moment: "Listening" - The Used

*sighs* Hell yeahh .. bring on all the screaming. Feels so good right now. Oh wow even A Box Full Of Sharp Objects is feeling really nice right now.


haha hmm lets see, Jenn told me to blog more and this is as best a time as any I guess. I'm in a crappy mood so sorry if this entry turns out really depressing. On a happier note though, I saw Jenn a few days ago =) real spirit lifter it was. See you next week aye? haha


Today was pretty tiring. I nearly fell asleep on the train. haha speaking of the train, it was pretty stupid. Vinh and I caught the wrong one. We happily thought we were on the Bankstown train until we reached Clyde. haha imagine our surprise (with Vinh cursing every five secs).


Basketball training was okay, and I bludged way too much in Eco and Biology. Hmm but I guess I must make a note about tutor. I found out some pretty surprising news. Wait, maybe it was only surprising because I've been an idiot.

A total idiot who doesn't see whats happening around me.

Maybe I only feel this way because you're one of my good friends and I just didn't expect it. Reading Jen's last blog entry though, I'm suddenly thinking "why am I even feeling down about this stuff? Its so little. Its nothing compared to .." so I'm okay. Don't look at me like that, cause when you do I kinda start to think too much and it does kinda hurt. Which is very VERY stupid. Have I said the word stupid enough times?


Okay, this doesn't make sense. I'm just gonna sit here and let Taking Back Sunday and The Used take care of everything ...


Goodnight dudes


- emily