to our dearest vii.
i seriously don't know which is harder. the fact that it has been 3 months since your were taken away from us, or that fact that 3 months ago, you were still here with us..as if nothing had ever happened.
vii, no matter how many times i say it, or think it..i'm not sure if you can really hear me. but it's true. i miss you vii, so very very very much. and i would give anything to have you back here with your friends and family. i can't imagine how hard it must be for your family right now...well vii...in dedication to you and all that is represented by you, i would like to say 'hope your having fun up there...as they say, it is supposed to be a better place, and i truly hope that you my dear, are there. waiting for us to join you. =''] you always had a way of making every situation some how turn out funny. like 'julie simpson' -the unknown student who somehow transported to our food tech class. hahaha..you make me laugh, even when your technically not here. but i know your still here with us, in spirit and in our hearts.
just know that thoughtout the last three months, the pain isn't any better whenever you pop up as a topic.
so many people need you here..where.ever here may be. but we all know you can't, so we'll wait.
but we will see you again, in this life or the next.

-love your cooking buddy..(as always called by you) -'midget'


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damn emily..where the hell have you been?
seems like i havn't talked to you in agesss..like you've disappeared off the face of the planet. =.= well i hope that your school is better, as written in your last entries, it seems like it has been getting better, i'm sooo happpy for you emz, i can't believe the amount of times that you have moveed schools..=]

as mention before, the swimming carnival made me sick. the flu to be more exact.
so i spent my day sitting in the doctors office, popping down pills. i have a maths assignment that i havn't even touched, english homework that i havn't even looked at! all this tutor work that i don't even know where i put!! -but being sick is a valid excuse isn't it???
on another note, oscar got into a cat fight. yet again. only this time he won! oh yeaaa~
note to james. aka my wife. i hope your blue bottle scars are getting better.


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Tired.

haha so tired man.

But, totally content =)

Today was another good day! Hoorahhh ... thanks to jenn for always keeping an eye out for me.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAMES! (not that you read my blog but heyy ... now you can't say I didn't give you a shout out). I'm glad you like the present, and umm yeah best wishes dude!


I'm supposed to be giving my dog a bath right now, but unfortunately I can't find the motivation to get out of my chair lol.

Today was mostly spent in the music room jamming ... and in that little basement thing near where we sit. The school has pretty awesome amps. Well, heaps more than the ones back at Sefton anyway. oh anddd .. WE GOT FREE PIZZA! I felt sick, but I ate a slice anyway.

Hey, it was free.


*sighs* I'm so excited. I wanna fast forward everything till May 14th and then rewind and do the whole thing all over again in slow motion. I still haven't gotten over the fact that dad's letting me go to Story Of The Year for my birthday. I love the old man. I just hope it won't backfire on me and I'll totally get suffocated in the mosh pit.

ahhhh ... can't wait. Just can't wait.


The week hasn't been too bad at all - basketball, a few new friends, birthdays, free pizza ... the only thing I can say that kinda sucked was that ... I realised something. I realised that going back to something which I've left before well .. honestly, it doesn't feel right. It was like three new worlds opened up, and as soon as I left one .. I couldn't return to the other.


Besides from that, the week was swell. =)


- emily


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hey all you bloggers..damn where has emily been these days?? blog girl! =.=
1.first of all james le my darling wife. i can't believe you got stung by a blue bottle in the face!! poor thing +_=!! but he did it to save a life of another friend. =] good work bub.

2. jane my sugar cane is so cool!
3. christine my listerine is so cool!
i love my personal house appliances and food sooo MUCH! hahaha
4. swimming carnival: due to my school spirit and the need to get into the water...i'm sick. =[ again! overall it was a pretty good day. mackillop didn't come last! =] woo hoo!


orchids are the best flowers in the world.
yea..i know vii fav. were the really blue orchids. =]

-be strange =]


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i dunno...just when i think i have pushed myself hard enough to accept the fact that you are no longer here..something reminds me of you, and i have to do it all over again. from the start.
today we had a convosation about the bludgy subjects. food tech came up as one. christine asked me who my partner was..it was usually you vii. =[ and now, i'll never have the honour of working together with you again. if only i knew that that last food tech prc. was actually our last. i would of made it last forever. i would have made it so much sweet, holding on to everthing you say or do...
vii. i really do miss you. everyone does...

love fer


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well prison break has finished their first season. GOD was it the best!. sure there's a small part of me that only watches the show cos i'm so in love with wentworth miller!!. but no..it's a really good storyline, and for all you children who decide to watch house instead of prison break ...your all stupid!! haha jkes jkes..seriously watch p.b.
well on another basises. school h.w. is starting to hit the roof. i begin to realise wat little time i have..to do everything else. =.= i apologise to all the friends that i have drifted away from. believe me, it not cos i have something against you..i just generally don't have the time for you no more.
note to all friends and family: james le is now officially my wife. =] married on the 13th of feb. kekeke
..my cousin liz went back home to melbourne. it's so boring here now.. come bak dude!! we need you here!..
well i'm off to do my truck load of homwork which is due in 10 hrs and i havn't started!!
.be strange. be fer.


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haha hoorahhh! Today was a fantastic day =)
lol I have hope again .. seems like school's not gonna be so bad after all.

I wonder where Jenn's been. Hope you're doing okay. I'll try to phone soon ... Year 11 is more work than I had imagined though.


"I'm waiting for
you to be the one I'm waiting for"

-- Relient K


Peace out Cub Scouts!

Love,
emily




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haha *sighs* what a week. A whole tangled web of emotions and even more regrets. I'm sorry dad, for being such a brat last night. I didn't mean for it to come out like that. I'll try to make it up to you, once agan.


I never thought I could be so tired. Basketball is still as fun as ever, although we got smashed last night. Pretty badly too. It wasn't our fault though! Sure, I played bad ... but MAN did Tu put up a fight. I should have helped her out more, but I just didn't have it in me. Only 5 people turned up, and outta those 5 people, 3 were late haha gosh. Must've sucked for Tu. Sorry girl.


Thanks to jen for that Valentine's message. Same goes for you =)


This stuff just keeps going around in a meaningless circle doesn it? haha what was it that Nat said? Oh yeah "Its highschool, who cares?" - I'm trying man, I'm trying. I keep telling myself that I've got to be a better person ... and each time I fail miserably. But maybe what Davie said is true too.

Maybe this is all part of growing up.


Could the timing be any worst? I hope you'll like your present.


Peace out,
emily


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To My Dearest my bestest friend, emily

nguyen (aka elan and the classic 'emz')

HAPPY VALENTINE' S DAY GIRL

know that i'm always here for you..=] cos my love and friendship for you is endless.

if you were here, i would give you a

thousand hugs =]
note to james (aka my wife, jimmi) happy valentine's day you! *hug hug hug*


<--for you james
love .FER.


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What a umm .. interesting Valentine's Day?

There's just too much going on right now for me to blog it all. And, considering if I did spill out my heart, the one person who I'd want to read it .. wouldn't. So here I am trying to make sense of what Valentines Day meant for me this year.


I thought it was all okay. Maybe it will never be.

Happy valentines day =)

- emily


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14th of feb .06
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANE THE PAIN!!!!
my lovely jane the aeroplane has finally turned 16!! time for driver's licence! get off the road people!! hahah jkes jkes..! jane will make a great driver =]

typing with janes favourite colour..purple..i think..well she likes this colour so it's all good =]

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! S2

hope all you bloggers got a valentine's! if not...dw! it's just another day with a fancy name =]

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well it turns out today was a pretty interesting one.
firstly, went to buy jane's birthday present with christine le =] pretty late, i know but a least i have it all prettied up and ready for her tommorrow! hehehe.
then walked from bankstown, all the way to my dad's house, only to realise that my cousin and brother were in bankstown still...so i had to walk back cos i didn't know they were there. what made it interesting and different from every other walk to bankstown..was most likely the part where 10 cops came running in habibs and dragged some poor dude out of the shop..it was pretty dramatic..=o
hahah when i found my cousin and my brother, they started to retell there day at the city..apparently my brother got picked up! by some gay guy!! hahaha how funny! like serious my brother was joking around and told my cousins friend that he was gay..10 mins later, this guy comes up to him and asks form his number! like oomg! 10 mins! and gay guys are digging ya! hahah that's so fuken funny man!! he even called the number right then and there to make sure it was the right number! like wtf?!

note to jane: your b.day is in two hours girl!!! woo hooo!!!
-be strange, be fer.


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I'm gone for little more than over a week and BOY, have things changed. People who I thought I knew, I don't think I know anymore. I can't believe the things I'm hearing. I'm telling myself, "no way could this be true. You wouldn't steal from me" but I don't know what to believe anymore. Maybe I should just turn around, keep walking, and never look back.


"intensely dislike" haha i love it when you use those two words.


Basketball today was awesome (as usual). We won 15-10 haha we're still undefeated! Unbelievable.

I played terribly though. So unfit man. But gosh, winning that game with only 5 players was a great feeling.


School is getting better bit by bit. =) I guess all it really needed was some time. I'm still confused about some things, but once you get your priorities straight, it's all okay (for the time being anyway).

Julie you suck =P


Peace out,
- emily


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prison break...ok. so like the best series is now screening every week. great stroy line..and a totally hot dude is like the main character! like fuk yea! good job directer ( in which i do not know the name of ) but that's beside the point.

well it's been a week of school..new subjects, teachers, uniform and just generally new everything. a lot of people have changed too..i've gotten (is that even a word? well if not..then it is now..) to know a lot more about some friends and i'm glad i have..=] for the worse..and for the better...i guess people aren't who they say they are in the beginning..and i'm really sorry to have to live with that fact. but it's true. maybe its me..and maybe its just those people..i just wanted them to know the truth and now the truth wasn't wat they wanted? or am i just retarted in this area?? i dunno and it's totally been killing my brain for the last couple of days. and the sad thing is..i totally regret it. but as much as that certain person hates me right now...they'll never really know why i did what i did..or how i really feel. but i'm sorry to say, i can't do this right now...

anyways physics is growing into a better subject than i thought it would be..but i bet it'll get a lot worse during the painful period of exams...=[ ermm..chemistry is OK i guess..it's pretty much really basic and simple..but hey..i better not say anything yet..this WAS only the first week back.

my cousin (from melbourne) came down a couple of days ago..which is like making me totally lagging in school (i'm not blaming you cuz =p) cos all i want to do is stay at home and bum around with her..=] she's going home soon so we're gonna go all out on the shooping, coffee..and all that is needed to go out as much as possible..my dad won't be too happy but..oh well..

well im laterz
-stay cool little dudes
x strange


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Hmm firstly I guess I should start with the Swimming Carnival.

Umm ... Yay go Kennedy House? hahaha. At the beginning of the day, I was thinking "okay, maybe I should race in the 50m freestyle seeing as I can swim 50m" lol good thing my nerves took over and I didn't swim. I don't think I would have even made it half way without feeling totally tired.
The whole day, I was practically just sleepy haha. Pretty stupid. But at the end when everyone went home, Daisy, Chi and a few other people stayed back and that was awesome. The water was addictive.


Today.

Today was a MUCH better day than the past days (excluding the swimming carnival). It was totally cold, and I didn't bring my jumper. Once again, pretty stupid. haha but yeah Emma and I tried out for the girls basketball team! *hi5* Emma! We totally rock, because we all made it. Maybe it was because they didn't have enough players anyway ... but thats beside the point! haha

Basketball, gigging and concerts - three natural highs.


Yay, seeing old friends tomorrow =) miss them so much.


- emily


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The first week of Fort Street was ... different. I thought it would be similiar to the first week at Sefton, but it wasn't. It was worst.


The school is beautiful. I love the old buildings and the fountain. The people are ... okay there's like these really REALLY cool people who are great to hang out with ... but then, there's these people who aren't really that friendly. I guess its because everyone's been together for a while and have their own groups, and they're probably bored of us new kids ... but seriously, sometimes I just think "aw man I wanna go back" - don't get me wrong, they are really nice ... and the teachers are great ... I guess I just need a bit more time.


Its too soon. What the helll am I doing? This happens everytime, and I'm trying not to let it happen but oh God, now I'm just babbling.

Lets see, I guess I should recount a little of my subjects like jenn =) :

Biology: I'm so bad at it. The teacher is alright, and thank goodness I have Ada.

Economics: And I thought I was bad at biology, this is like a trillion times worst. I know nothing! I didn't take commerce or anything so I'm totally lost. The girl who sites next to me is so good ... haha yeap, makes me feel loadddsss better.

English Ext.: I love my teacher. She knows my name and she actually takes the time to try and get to know us. Though, I am a loner. Nobody I know and I'm too scared to approach people.

Maths Ext.: Surprisingly, its not too bad (considering the fact that I hate maths). My teacher is uber cool, and I like the people in my class.

Chemistry: I wanted to leave sefton so I wouldn't get Singh, and what happens? I still get an Indian teacher for Chem haha. She's a sweet lady, althought no one really understands what she's saying.


The Greatest Mix This World Has Ever Heard - Vol. 2 as recorded by James Khu hehehe =) aren't you guys jealous I have the ONLY ever made copy? Sucks for you haha nahh .. I'm addicted to this stuff.

" Don't paint the silence black now save me
Don't leave it a day
You got a right to stand or die so maybe
You take chances all the same "
-- Paint the Silence, South (Track 19)


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well yr 11 has been pretty simple so far. but i bet it'll get a hell of a lot worse. -i'm scared.
these are my heart.breaking subjects.
.physics.
.chemistry.
.economics.
.3 u maths.
.adv eng.
.2u sor.
i know that chem and phy is going to kill ME. but yea..what can ya do? maths is already killing me with the h/w. 'it's piss easy' as quoted by my bestie - james
so all you blogger out there who are bored anough to be reading this, i hope you school life and senior yea is a hell of a lot better. =] fer's ppl deserve the bestest of the best. so dun give it up..keep trying and you'll be on your way to living the high life =] my children
btw i hope your new school is treating you right emily!
-be strange


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to our dearest vii.
i seriously don't know which is harder. the fact that it has been 3 months since your were taken away from us, or that fact that 3 months ago, you were still here with us..as if nothing had ever happened.
vii, no matter how many times i say it, or think it..i'm not sure if you can really hear me. but it's true. i miss you vii, so very very very much. and i would give anything to have you back here with your friends and family. i can't imagine how hard it must be for your family right now...well vii...in dedication to you and all that is represented by you, i would like to say 'hope your having fun up there...as they say, it is supposed to be a better place, and i truly hope that you my dear, are there. waiting for us to join you. =''] you always had a way of making every situation some how turn out funny. like 'julie simpson' -the unknown student who somehow transported to our food tech class. hahaha..you make me laugh, even when your technically not here. but i know your still here with us, in spirit and in our hearts.
just know that thoughtout the last three months, the pain isn't any better whenever you pop up as a topic.
so many people need you here..where.ever here may be. but we all know you can't, so we'll wait.
but we will see you again, in this life or the next.

-love your cooking buddy..(as always called by you) -'midget'

damn emily..where the hell have you been?
seems like i havn't talked to you in agesss..like you've disappeared off the face of the planet. =.= well i hope that your school is better, as written in your last entries, it seems like it has been getting better, i'm sooo happpy for you emz, i can't believe the amount of times that you have moveed schools..=]

as mention before, the swimming carnival made me sick. the flu to be more exact.
so i spent my day sitting in the doctors office, popping down pills. i have a maths assignment that i havn't even touched, english homework that i havn't even looked at! all this tutor work that i don't even know where i put!! -but being sick is a valid excuse isn't it???
on another note, oscar got into a cat fight. yet again. only this time he won! oh yeaaa~
note to james. aka my wife. i hope your blue bottle scars are getting better.



Tired.

haha so tired man.

But, totally content =)

Today was another good day! Hoorahhh ... thanks to jenn for always keeping an eye out for me.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAMES! (not that you read my blog but heyy ... now you can't say I didn't give you a shout out). I'm glad you like the present, and umm yeah best wishes dude!


I'm supposed to be giving my dog a bath right now, but unfortunately I can't find the motivation to get out of my chair lol.

Today was mostly spent in the music room jamming ... and in that little basement thing near where we sit. The school has pretty awesome amps. Well, heaps more than the ones back at Sefton anyway. oh anddd .. WE GOT FREE PIZZA! I felt sick, but I ate a slice anyway.

Hey, it was free.


*sighs* I'm so excited. I wanna fast forward everything till May 14th and then rewind and do the whole thing all over again in slow motion. I still haven't gotten over the fact that dad's letting me go to Story Of The Year for my birthday. I love the old man. I just hope it won't backfire on me and I'll totally get suffocated in the mosh pit.

ahhhh ... can't wait. Just can't wait.


The week hasn't been too bad at all - basketball, a few new friends, birthdays, free pizza ... the only thing I can say that kinda sucked was that ... I realised something. I realised that going back to something which I've left before well .. honestly, it doesn't feel right. It was like three new worlds opened up, and as soon as I left one .. I couldn't return to the other.


Besides from that, the week was swell. =)


- emily

hey all you bloggers..damn where has emily been these days?? blog girl! =.=
1.first of all james le my darling wife. i can't believe you got stung by a blue bottle in the face!! poor thing +_=!! but he did it to save a life of another friend. =] good work bub.

2. jane my sugar cane is so cool!
3. christine my listerine is so cool!
i love my personal house appliances and food sooo MUCH! hahaha
4. swimming carnival: due to my school spirit and the need to get into the water...i'm sick. =[ again! overall it was a pretty good day. mackillop didn't come last! =] woo hoo!


orchids are the best flowers in the world.
yea..i know vii fav. were the really blue orchids. =]

-be strange =]

i dunno...just when i think i have pushed myself hard enough to accept the fact that you are no longer here..something reminds me of you, and i have to do it all over again. from the start.
today we had a convosation about the bludgy subjects. food tech came up as one. christine asked me who my partner was..it was usually you vii. =[ and now, i'll never have the honour of working together with you again. if only i knew that that last food tech prc. was actually our last. i would of made it last forever. i would have made it so much sweet, holding on to everthing you say or do...
vii. i really do miss you. everyone does...

love fer

well prison break has finished their first season. GOD was it the best!. sure there's a small part of me that only watches the show cos i'm so in love with wentworth miller!!. but no..it's a really good storyline, and for all you children who decide to watch house instead of prison break ...your all stupid!! haha jkes jkes..seriously watch p.b.
well on another basises. school h.w. is starting to hit the roof. i begin to realise wat little time i have..to do everything else. =.= i apologise to all the friends that i have drifted away from. believe me, it not cos i have something against you..i just generally don't have the time for you no more.
note to all friends and family: james le is now officially my wife. =] married on the 13th of feb. kekeke
..my cousin liz went back home to melbourne. it's so boring here now.. come bak dude!! we need you here!..
well i'm off to do my truck load of homwork which is due in 10 hrs and i havn't started!!
.be strange. be fer.

haha hoorahhh! Today was a fantastic day =)
lol I have hope again .. seems like school's not gonna be so bad after all.

I wonder where Jenn's been. Hope you're doing okay. I'll try to phone soon ... Year 11 is more work than I had imagined though.


"I'm waiting for
you to be the one I'm waiting for"

-- Relient K


Peace out Cub Scouts!

Love,
emily



haha *sighs* what a week. A whole tangled web of emotions and even more regrets. I'm sorry dad, for being such a brat last night. I didn't mean for it to come out like that. I'll try to make it up to you, once agan.


I never thought I could be so tired. Basketball is still as fun as ever, although we got smashed last night. Pretty badly too. It wasn't our fault though! Sure, I played bad ... but MAN did Tu put up a fight. I should have helped her out more, but I just didn't have it in me. Only 5 people turned up, and outta those 5 people, 3 were late haha gosh. Must've sucked for Tu. Sorry girl.


Thanks to jen for that Valentine's message. Same goes for you =)


This stuff just keeps going around in a meaningless circle doesn it? haha what was it that Nat said? Oh yeah "Its highschool, who cares?" - I'm trying man, I'm trying. I keep telling myself that I've got to be a better person ... and each time I fail miserably. But maybe what Davie said is true too.

Maybe this is all part of growing up.


Could the timing be any worst? I hope you'll like your present.


Peace out,
emily




To My Dearest my bestest friend, emily

nguyen (aka elan and the classic 'emz')

HAPPY VALENTINE' S DAY GIRL

know that i'm always here for you..=] cos my love and friendship for you is endless.

if you were here, i would give you a

thousand hugs =]
note to james (aka my wife, jimmi) happy valentine's day you! *hug hug hug*


<--for you james
love .FER.

What a umm .. interesting Valentine's Day?

There's just too much going on right now for me to blog it all. And, considering if I did spill out my heart, the one person who I'd want to read it .. wouldn't. So here I am trying to make sense of what Valentines Day meant for me this year.


I thought it was all okay. Maybe it will never be.

Happy valentines day =)

- emily

14th of feb .06
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANE THE PAIN!!!!
my lovely jane the aeroplane has finally turned 16!! time for driver's licence! get off the road people!! hahah jkes jkes..! jane will make a great driver =]

typing with janes favourite colour..purple..i think..well she likes this colour so it's all good =]

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! S2

hope all you bloggers got a valentine's! if not...dw! it's just another day with a fancy name =]

well it turns out today was a pretty interesting one.
firstly, went to buy jane's birthday present with christine le =] pretty late, i know but a least i have it all prettied up and ready for her tommorrow! hehehe.
then walked from bankstown, all the way to my dad's house, only to realise that my cousin and brother were in bankstown still...so i had to walk back cos i didn't know they were there. what made it interesting and different from every other walk to bankstown..was most likely the part where 10 cops came running in habibs and dragged some poor dude out of the shop..it was pretty dramatic..=o
hahah when i found my cousin and my brother, they started to retell there day at the city..apparently my brother got picked up! by some gay guy!! hahaha how funny! like serious my brother was joking around and told my cousins friend that he was gay..10 mins later, this guy comes up to him and asks form his number! like oomg! 10 mins! and gay guys are digging ya! hahah that's so fuken funny man!! he even called the number right then and there to make sure it was the right number! like wtf?!

note to jane: your b.day is in two hours girl!!! woo hooo!!!
-be strange, be fer.

I'm gone for little more than over a week and BOY, have things changed. People who I thought I knew, I don't think I know anymore. I can't believe the things I'm hearing. I'm telling myself, "no way could this be true. You wouldn't steal from me" but I don't know what to believe anymore. Maybe I should just turn around, keep walking, and never look back.


"intensely dislike" haha i love it when you use those two words.


Basketball today was awesome (as usual). We won 15-10 haha we're still undefeated! Unbelievable.

I played terribly though. So unfit man. But gosh, winning that game with only 5 players was a great feeling.


School is getting better bit by bit. =) I guess all it really needed was some time. I'm still confused about some things, but once you get your priorities straight, it's all okay (for the time being anyway).

Julie you suck =P


Peace out,
- emily

prison break...ok. so like the best series is now screening every week. great stroy line..and a totally hot dude is like the main character! like fuk yea! good job directer ( in which i do not know the name of ) but that's beside the point.

well it's been a week of school..new subjects, teachers, uniform and just generally new everything. a lot of people have changed too..i've gotten (is that even a word? well if not..then it is now..) to know a lot more about some friends and i'm glad i have..=] for the worse..and for the better...i guess people aren't who they say they are in the beginning..and i'm really sorry to have to live with that fact. but it's true. maybe its me..and maybe its just those people..i just wanted them to know the truth and now the truth wasn't wat they wanted? or am i just retarted in this area?? i dunno and it's totally been killing my brain for the last couple of days. and the sad thing is..i totally regret it. but as much as that certain person hates me right now...they'll never really know why i did what i did..or how i really feel. but i'm sorry to say, i can't do this right now...

anyways physics is growing into a better subject than i thought it would be..but i bet it'll get a lot worse during the painful period of exams...=[ ermm..chemistry is OK i guess..it's pretty much really basic and simple..but hey..i better not say anything yet..this WAS only the first week back.

my cousin (from melbourne) came down a couple of days ago..which is like making me totally lagging in school (i'm not blaming you cuz =p) cos all i want to do is stay at home and bum around with her..=] she's going home soon so we're gonna go all out on the shooping, coffee..and all that is needed to go out as much as possible..my dad won't be too happy but..oh well..

well im laterz
-stay cool little dudes
x strange

Hmm firstly I guess I should start with the Swimming Carnival.

Umm ... Yay go Kennedy House? hahaha. At the beginning of the day, I was thinking "okay, maybe I should race in the 50m freestyle seeing as I can swim 50m" lol good thing my nerves took over and I didn't swim. I don't think I would have even made it half way without feeling totally tired.
The whole day, I was practically just sleepy haha. Pretty stupid. But at the end when everyone went home, Daisy, Chi and a few other people stayed back and that was awesome. The water was addictive.


Today.

Today was a MUCH better day than the past days (excluding the swimming carnival). It was totally cold, and I didn't bring my jumper. Once again, pretty stupid. haha but yeah Emma and I tried out for the girls basketball team! *hi5* Emma! We totally rock, because we all made it. Maybe it was because they didn't have enough players anyway ... but thats beside the point! haha

Basketball, gigging and concerts - three natural highs.


Yay, seeing old friends tomorrow =) miss them so much.


- emily

The first week of Fort Street was ... different. I thought it would be similiar to the first week at Sefton, but it wasn't. It was worst.


The school is beautiful. I love the old buildings and the fountain. The people are ... okay there's like these really REALLY cool people who are great to hang out with ... but then, there's these people who aren't really that friendly. I guess its because everyone's been together for a while and have their own groups, and they're probably bored of us new kids ... but seriously, sometimes I just think "aw man I wanna go back" - don't get me wrong, they are really nice ... and the teachers are great ... I guess I just need a bit more time.


Its too soon. What the helll am I doing? This happens everytime, and I'm trying not to let it happen but oh God, now I'm just babbling.

Lets see, I guess I should recount a little of my subjects like jenn =) :

Biology: I'm so bad at it. The teacher is alright, and thank goodness I have Ada.

Economics: And I thought I was bad at biology, this is like a trillion times worst. I know nothing! I didn't take commerce or anything so I'm totally lost. The girl who sites next to me is so good ... haha yeap, makes me feel loadddsss better.

English Ext.: I love my teacher. She knows my name and she actually takes the time to try and get to know us. Though, I am a loner. Nobody I know and I'm too scared to approach people.

Maths Ext.: Surprisingly, its not too bad (considering the fact that I hate maths). My teacher is uber cool, and I like the people in my class.

Chemistry: I wanted to leave sefton so I wouldn't get Singh, and what happens? I still get an Indian teacher for Chem haha. She's a sweet lady, althought no one really understands what she's saying.


The Greatest Mix This World Has Ever Heard - Vol. 2 as recorded by James Khu hehehe =) aren't you guys jealous I have the ONLY ever made copy? Sucks for you haha nahh .. I'm addicted to this stuff.

" Don't paint the silence black now save me
Don't leave it a day
You got a right to stand or die so maybe
You take chances all the same "
-- Paint the Silence, South (Track 19)

well yr 11 has been pretty simple so far. but i bet it'll get a hell of a lot worse. -i'm scared.
these are my heart.breaking subjects.
.physics.
.chemistry.
.economics.
.3 u maths.
.adv eng.
.2u sor.
i know that chem and phy is going to kill ME. but yea..what can ya do? maths is already killing me with the h/w. 'it's piss easy' as quoted by my bestie - james
so all you blogger out there who are bored anough to be reading this, i hope you school life and senior yea is a hell of a lot better. =] fer's ppl deserve the bestest of the best. so dun give it up..keep trying and you'll be on your way to living the high life =] my children
btw i hope your new school is treating you right emily!
-be strange