hope you had fun on saturday emily. =]
i have skool tommorrow..how suky...oh well, you can't win them all.. right?
well tutdooles. i must gather what's left of my school stuff..well..find it for that matter..=.='
hey where are my shoes?.........

->wentworth miller is my man.candy =] *drools* (not literally drooling!)

-strange loves wentworth * yummy *


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Emily;

I am such an emo right now.
An emo feeling stupid and depressed and listening to umm .. 80s rock and roll?

My hair is horrible and disgustingly blue. It looks good on Nat.
Looks awful on me. Its like I've totally gone mad and turned into a really bad version of Kelly Osbourne or something.
It seems like such a shallow thing to be worried about it right now. But nonetheless, it's contributing to the huge pile up of "disasters of the day".

I don't know what to do.
Could the timing be any worst?
Could I be any more of a monster? Yes, probably.

"There's an ocean out my window
There's beauty in its tears
There's an ocean out my window
It's crashing in my ears"
-- Waves Goodbye, From First To Last


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whoa..nice work emily..
ok, i must addmit, i've pretty much disappeared off the face of the planet this last few days..maybe week..i can't remember. BUT i have a perfectly valid excuse. for all you sukers who don't get the opportunity to watch one tree hill then you suk! hahah jkes jkes. yes yes, i've spent the last few days suking up the exciting DRAMA of tree hill, with my brother =]
i was having a debate with my brother the other night..i quite interesting one.. marriage and divorce, i don't quite understand how both parties have to sign the papers. if you and your oh-so loved one are getting a divorce, but you don't want to get one, cos you still love them..do you sign?, do you not sign cos you still love them and watching them marry someone else is or would be too painful? OR do you sign cos you love them enough to want to see them happy? but then again they still don't love you right? so why should they be happy..whne your there all alone and hurting? the thing you must keep in mind is that, you don't love someone because you want them to love you in return..you love them because you just do. with the right state of mind that you don't want anything from them
-think about it..it's quite confusing and mind aching.
-strange


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Emily;

Happy Birthday Dan!

Thanks for having me at your party =)

Edit: Such a muddle, once again. How many times has it been now? Oh I don't know ... say thrice maybe? I suck.
I want to blog about it, and before in the car I was going through what I wanted to write down. But it's all gone. I keep thinking about things in a circle that now I don't know what I'm supposed to be figuring out in the first place. This is stupid.

"She says 'Come On Come On,
Lets just get this over with'
You always come close
But it never comes easy"
-- Great Romances of the 20th Century, Taking Back Sunday


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Emily;

I am currently at my grandpop's house along with my two little cousins. Gosh, have they grown up. They talk like crazy now. I remember when Vi An wouldn't even say hello to me. Now, I can't seem to get her to shut up! haha I love the little dudes. Makes me feel a tad old being around them though. Maybe one day, when they grow to like clothes ... we can all go shopping! haha saddd.

Yesterday was hmm ... SWEEETTTTTT lalala! hehehehe ... =)

I think I'll change the blog layout again. Hope you'll like it Jenn. We seem to be posting a lot more pics lately. *sighs* the beauty of owning a camera phone.

I really miss being actively involved with the loudproject. Oh, if you're bored and reading this and need something to look at ... check out : http://www.loudproject.com
hehe and just umm a tip, check out the snozberry details! Woooo they made Black Halo seem like Gods. *sighs* The good old days. Hurry up leewee and come back to Aus already so we can rehearse! I bet you're kicking butt like an emo over there in Japan though.
Feeling high on stage is like a drug.

Note to self: find something to blog about before you decide to blog.

Peace out!


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hrmm..i think i'm turning too emo..it's scary, yet quite electrifying..=o! kekeke
indeed quite unconventional..

-strange


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JANE'S SLEEPOVER! =]
yay..my first sleep over, was with JANE! haha it was funnn..and yes..jane's house was NICE, it's so radiant i say..=]
well we stayed up til 4 in the morning..we watched 'the notebook', 'mean girls', 'anger management', and a quater of 'saw 2' my poor jane was traumatized =/ we also had a sad attempt to create a little makeup photo shoot ahah it was so funny, god we're immature..forever young i tell ya kekke =]
i can't believe i used to think that 'the notebook' was a gay movie..Ryan Gosling is such a sweet dude..=] yes indeed he is. great movie peoples, not as gay as you may think. anyways i'm off to eat something nice =]
toodooles strangers.
-strange (photo's are a tad too dark)









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Emily;

Song of the moment: Amazing - Alex Lloyd
Right now I am eating Sherbert from the beloved Easter Show and it's falling EVERYWHERE ... Hmmmm ...
Yay! I finally have the chance to blog after so long. I think I'll start with Thursday.

Thursday: Instead of going to school I went to Parra with Jess =) some very good bargains were found and overall, I reckon we rock at shopping. haha! Gosh, Jess is one crazy shopper. I love the yellow and grey scarf .. *sighs*Anyway, we decided to be "posh" and had lunch in one of the cafes. The food was pretty good .. but best of all were the cool drinks they had. Thank goodness school is over for the next 2 weeks.

From left to right: on the train, Jess being a fish (she doesn't do a bad job), our posh food in 'Iconic Cafe'

Friday: The Easter Show with Jam, Leewee, Kelvin, Leslie and padawan Kenji. Was totally worth it to see them all again. I feel bad for Kelvin though, he seemed kinda left out throughout the whole thing.I totally underestimated and didn't bring enough money, so I had to be super tight the whole day - so hard. Kenji and I walked past this basketball game, and it seemed SO easy to win one of those big toys. So, we gave it a go. OMG we failed miserably. It was so shameful .. urgh, I don't wanna think about it. haha! And we call ourselves basketball players.
The Coke Live thing was pretty cool too. haha jam, too bad my "girl charm" doesn't work very well. Hope you have a good holiday in Japan leewee! I'm so jealous

From left to right: Me and Jam and his "shower hair" (so emo haha), JamKelvinLeslieLeewee, Kenji and Leewee
There's a few more, but I'll upload them next time. My brother is bothering me to get off the comp.

I've been to Church the last two nights as well. I quite like it. It's so peaceful and quiet. I had to go to Confession on Friday. It wasn't that bad! Not like the last time I went with Jenfer ... haha! Omg that was so bad - the priest told me off!

Happy Easter everyone! =)
Peace

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to my dearly beloved alyssa quynh tran.many apologises for not being able to read your seductive love letter on my space. i am daunted by the notion that i will not see you see you for two enduring weeks. the contemplation of that is simply harrowing. i long that you will have a stupendous school holiday, i foretell that during that time, you will not obliterate me, for that my love will be exceedingly horrifying, yet i know i will still love you, which kinda alarms me..
love and lots my mistress.
-strange


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yes kids..easter has arrived, time to smother your faces in choc. disgusting i know i know hahaha =]
well today when to the easter show with jane and christine. it was fun.
so hot in the morning through..like wtf dudes
we watched the fashion show, it was alright..but after watching the runways that gemma ward does, it seemed kinda crappy. oh well, beggers can't be choosers. then went on rides. damn the first one we went to was a 'fuk me dead' experience..seriously i was so scared! i was watching the ground from birds eye view. it went something like so, 'oh god help me i'm going to die, FUK ME! wen the hell is this ride going to end???' i guess my heart isnt as strong as i thought it was, how disappointing. [i can do scary movies, but scary everything else, i'm fuked]
anyways overall the day was fun, mainly the part when we went to woolworths centre. SAMPLES SAMPLES SAMPLES! hahaha we were like homer simpson in an 'all-you-can-eat' food centre. it was fun, tightass-ish, but fun =] all those who are going to the easter show, should def. go there =] it's a recommendation
although it got boring towards the end, i was glad i went =]
compliments to christine and jane for going with me =] love and lots musketeers
-strange (all those who are going to the easter show, have fun kids =])


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EASTER SHOW! [2006]










-strange


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Emily;

hehe people are funny.
Wanna know what happened on the train ride home today? It was kinda strange, but I feel like recording it in writing. I don't want to forget.

There was this dude sitting a few seats away from me. Older, scary-looking and owned a permanent frown. Gosh, I seriously sat there thinking "wouldn't be surprising if he was a murderer". Anyway, a few stations after, these girls from Regents Park streamed on. Man, could those girls talk. Talk about school, about boys, about what some woman outside is wearing ... and everyone could hear every single word. The whole time, scary dude is just sitting there and his lip starts twitching.
He looked like he was, at ANY moment, going to whip and sword out and start waving it around.

After a few other stations, this old man comes up to him and turns the train chair over. The scary dude had his feet on that chair. And without no concern whatsoever, this old dude just turns it over while his feet are still on it. By now, the scary dude's lip is twitching more than ever.
So what does he do? He puts his feet up. Right next to the old man's head. The old man rolls his eyes and kinda scoffs. Next would be the spitting out of foul words, whereafter I got off the train.

=) What a pointless story.
Mondays suck.


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yay got to spend the day in the ct with my fav. co-worker at the adult filming industry -dante mcpherson aka jimmi before he goes on his holiday..lucky bastard. =]
well it was fun today quite an experience.
i'm proud to say that his first captial photos were with me! haha! yayyy!! truly he is not an azn..haha jkes jkes
lol we took so many random pictures..its like..yea hahaha
well i dunno how but we caught the wrong train. so now our unluky no. is 19 and 26 is our luky no. cos that was the train no. of the right train home. had to run home cos i was late for family dinner..the run home just proved how unfit i am
the ride bak was boring so i couldn't help but look around. according to james glitter are dead fairies.
read the covo.
james: look fairy dust
jenfer: you mean glitter
james: no, fairy dust
jenfer: pfft, aww yea?
james: yea..
jenfer: tell me james..what is this fairy dust made of?
james: fairies
jenfer: oh..? and why aren't they moving?
james: cos their dead
-hahah god love you james.


-strange


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Emily;

Ada and Daisy complained that they don't know if it's either Jen or me who's writing ... so they told me to put my name at the TOP. Happy guys? haha

YAY! Finally saw Pride and Prejudice today. Keira Knightley is so cool ... hehe I wanna read the book now. Vivien was right, it's a good movie. Total chick flick, but sweet.
I've been watching movies all day .. and haven't blogged all week haha. Just watched umm .. Crash. It was emotional (haha emo). I love the music in the movie though, and the cute little girl. I want an invisible cloak!

Went to bankstown today and met up with James (pretend cousin) and Chris (other pretend cousin). They had decided to eat at that Pancakes Cafe in the Square. O-M-G talk about total sugar injection. It was crazy. I'm pretty sure the whole thing was just sugar. The strawberries were prety nice but .. eesh! I don't think I'll ever look at ice cream in the same way again.
Thanks to James who let me drag him around everywhere looking for school pants =) appreciate it man.

YES! Bring It On! Fest tomorroww .... sweet - can't wait.

Yesterday was a dinner thing for Mark and whole bunch of family anniversaries. Happy Birthday my uber cool cousin! =) The food was pretty nice. Even if it wasn't though, I have no right to complain since I didn't pay for anything.

Oh yeah, Happy Birthday to Persis as well! Thanks for letting me scab some of your birthday jellies. Damn, everyone's 16 ... except me - being little sucks.

No more basketball for a whole 3 weeks. How depressing. Wasn't able to play last night since there was the family dinner thing. The girls got smashed, but apparently Maggie was really aggressive and everyone got bashed in the process as well haha. *sighs* we really suck ... but its so fun.

Goodnight all


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We could have been forever
with your worldly wisdom
and my dying need to know your truth

We could have written history
exploring places feared
by the hearts that broke before us

We could have given life to a desire

i could of cried..
pleading fate for one more chance
to mend this love we've torn
with just two words of true emotion
We could have....

...and still we never did.

love ....the universal emotion, the goal we all seek, the prize that can make our lives complete and whole. love is both timeless and, in too many instances, transient.
why do we end up loving? if in the end all we feel is pain??
is the gorlious wonders of love, really worth the end result? ..maybe..
is it worth locking your heart somewhere so deep inside of you that not you can even find it?..no...and yet, we do it anyway, bcos somewhere inside of you, stirs the hope that maybe, just maybe..that will be the only way to forget.

-strange


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Band rehearsal was so damn fun today! We went through American Idiot, Holiday and All The Small Things. haha by the rate of things, we might as well call ourselves the next Green Day. But yeah, the skin is peeling off my fingers again. Sounds totally gross, I know, but it's my fault for not practising and then suddenly going full out in one day. Leewee and I are so stupid haha, I haven't laughed like that in so long.

I suck at Chemistry.

Weekend's over already =( how sad. I've wasted it though. Haven't really done anything worthwhile. Oh, besides band rehearsal that is. Can't wait till Battle of the Bands. Leewee says she'll sign us up for some Auburn one too.

This is a crappy entry. I'll just end it here =)
P.S Joo-le sucks! NOT RUCK

" She said,
"I've got to be honest,
You're wasting your time if you're fishin' around here."
And I said,
"You must be mistaken, I'm not foolin', this feelin' is real."
She said, "You've gotta be crazy!
What do you take me for? Some kinda of easy mark?"
"You've got wits,
You've got looks,
You've got passion,
But I swear that you've got me all wrong." -- As Lovers Go, Dashboard Confessional

- emily


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well the holidays are looking brighter already..hehehe ;) shhh!
abstract complication..are beginning to overtake people's lives..god that SUKS.

well thens..horrible shit has happened since my last entry..
my dear oh brother had a motorcycle 'accident' i referred to accident in ' ' cos it's not as bad as you readers may think.
he only busted his leg. and can't seem to walk without feeling the PAIN. like eww! hahaha
well i just got bacl from tutor..so tired..time to eat and sleep like a lazy bitch.
-hahaha
-strange



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hope you had fun on saturday emily. =]
i have skool tommorrow..how suky...oh well, you can't win them all.. right?
well tutdooles. i must gather what's left of my school stuff..well..find it for that matter..=.='
hey where are my shoes?.........

->wentworth miller is my man.candy =] *drools* (not literally drooling!)

-strange loves wentworth * yummy *

Emily;

I am such an emo right now.
An emo feeling stupid and depressed and listening to umm .. 80s rock and roll?

My hair is horrible and disgustingly blue. It looks good on Nat.
Looks awful on me. Its like I've totally gone mad and turned into a really bad version of Kelly Osbourne or something.
It seems like such a shallow thing to be worried about it right now. But nonetheless, it's contributing to the huge pile up of "disasters of the day".

I don't know what to do.
Could the timing be any worst?
Could I be any more of a monster? Yes, probably.

"There's an ocean out my window
There's beauty in its tears
There's an ocean out my window
It's crashing in my ears"
-- Waves Goodbye, From First To Last

whoa..nice work emily..
ok, i must addmit, i've pretty much disappeared off the face of the planet this last few days..maybe week..i can't remember. BUT i have a perfectly valid excuse. for all you sukers who don't get the opportunity to watch one tree hill then you suk! hahah jkes jkes. yes yes, i've spent the last few days suking up the exciting DRAMA of tree hill, with my brother =]
i was having a debate with my brother the other night..i quite interesting one.. marriage and divorce, i don't quite understand how both parties have to sign the papers. if you and your oh-so loved one are getting a divorce, but you don't want to get one, cos you still love them..do you sign?, do you not sign cos you still love them and watching them marry someone else is or would be too painful? OR do you sign cos you love them enough to want to see them happy? but then again they still don't love you right? so why should they be happy..whne your there all alone and hurting? the thing you must keep in mind is that, you don't love someone because you want them to love you in return..you love them because you just do. with the right state of mind that you don't want anything from them
-think about it..it's quite confusing and mind aching.
-strange

Emily;

Happy Birthday Dan!

Thanks for having me at your party =)

Edit: Such a muddle, once again. How many times has it been now? Oh I don't know ... say thrice maybe? I suck.
I want to blog about it, and before in the car I was going through what I wanted to write down. But it's all gone. I keep thinking about things in a circle that now I don't know what I'm supposed to be figuring out in the first place. This is stupid.

"She says 'Come On Come On,
Lets just get this over with'
You always come close
But it never comes easy"
-- Great Romances of the 20th Century, Taking Back Sunday

Emily;

I am currently at my grandpop's house along with my two little cousins. Gosh, have they grown up. They talk like crazy now. I remember when Vi An wouldn't even say hello to me. Now, I can't seem to get her to shut up! haha I love the little dudes. Makes me feel a tad old being around them though. Maybe one day, when they grow to like clothes ... we can all go shopping! haha saddd.

Yesterday was hmm ... SWEEETTTTTT lalala! hehehehe ... =)

I think I'll change the blog layout again. Hope you'll like it Jenn. We seem to be posting a lot more pics lately. *sighs* the beauty of owning a camera phone.

I really miss being actively involved with the loudproject. Oh, if you're bored and reading this and need something to look at ... check out : http://www.loudproject.com
hehe and just umm a tip, check out the snozberry details! Woooo they made Black Halo seem like Gods. *sighs* The good old days. Hurry up leewee and come back to Aus already so we can rehearse! I bet you're kicking butt like an emo over there in Japan though.
Feeling high on stage is like a drug.

Note to self: find something to blog about before you decide to blog.

Peace out!

hrmm..i think i'm turning too emo..it's scary, yet quite electrifying..=o! kekeke
indeed quite unconventional..

-strange

JANE'S SLEEPOVER! =]
yay..my first sleep over, was with JANE! haha it was funnn..and yes..jane's house was NICE, it's so radiant i say..=]
well we stayed up til 4 in the morning..we watched 'the notebook', 'mean girls', 'anger management', and a quater of 'saw 2' my poor jane was traumatized =/ we also had a sad attempt to create a little makeup photo shoot ahah it was so funny, god we're immature..forever young i tell ya kekke =]
i can't believe i used to think that 'the notebook' was a gay movie..Ryan Gosling is such a sweet dude..=] yes indeed he is. great movie peoples, not as gay as you may think. anyways i'm off to eat something nice =]
toodooles strangers.
-strange (photo's are a tad too dark)








Emily;

Song of the moment: Amazing - Alex Lloyd
Right now I am eating Sherbert from the beloved Easter Show and it's falling EVERYWHERE ... Hmmmm ...
Yay! I finally have the chance to blog after so long. I think I'll start with Thursday.

Thursday: Instead of going to school I went to Parra with Jess =) some very good bargains were found and overall, I reckon we rock at shopping. haha! Gosh, Jess is one crazy shopper. I love the yellow and grey scarf .. *sighs*Anyway, we decided to be "posh" and had lunch in one of the cafes. The food was pretty good .. but best of all were the cool drinks they had. Thank goodness school is over for the next 2 weeks.

From left to right: on the train, Jess being a fish (she doesn't do a bad job), our posh food in 'Iconic Cafe'

Friday: The Easter Show with Jam, Leewee, Kelvin, Leslie and padawan Kenji. Was totally worth it to see them all again. I feel bad for Kelvin though, he seemed kinda left out throughout the whole thing.I totally underestimated and didn't bring enough money, so I had to be super tight the whole day - so hard. Kenji and I walked past this basketball game, and it seemed SO easy to win one of those big toys. So, we gave it a go. OMG we failed miserably. It was so shameful .. urgh, I don't wanna think about it. haha! And we call ourselves basketball players.
The Coke Live thing was pretty cool too. haha jam, too bad my "girl charm" doesn't work very well. Hope you have a good holiday in Japan leewee! I'm so jealous

From left to right: Me and Jam and his "shower hair" (so emo haha), JamKelvinLeslieLeewee, Kenji and Leewee
There's a few more, but I'll upload them next time. My brother is bothering me to get off the comp.

I've been to Church the last two nights as well. I quite like it. It's so peaceful and quiet. I had to go to Confession on Friday. It wasn't that bad! Not like the last time I went with Jenfer ... haha! Omg that was so bad - the priest told me off!

Happy Easter everyone! =)
Peace

to my dearly beloved alyssa quynh tran.many apologises for not being able to read your seductive love letter on my space. i am daunted by the notion that i will not see you see you for two enduring weeks. the contemplation of that is simply harrowing. i long that you will have a stupendous school holiday, i foretell that during that time, you will not obliterate me, for that my love will be exceedingly horrifying, yet i know i will still love you, which kinda alarms me..
love and lots my mistress.
-strange

yes kids..easter has arrived, time to smother your faces in choc. disgusting i know i know hahaha =]
well today when to the easter show with jane and christine. it was fun.
so hot in the morning through..like wtf dudes
we watched the fashion show, it was alright..but after watching the runways that gemma ward does, it seemed kinda crappy. oh well, beggers can't be choosers. then went on rides. damn the first one we went to was a 'fuk me dead' experience..seriously i was so scared! i was watching the ground from birds eye view. it went something like so, 'oh god help me i'm going to die, FUK ME! wen the hell is this ride going to end???' i guess my heart isnt as strong as i thought it was, how disappointing. [i can do scary movies, but scary everything else, i'm fuked]
anyways overall the day was fun, mainly the part when we went to woolworths centre. SAMPLES SAMPLES SAMPLES! hahaha we were like homer simpson in an 'all-you-can-eat' food centre. it was fun, tightass-ish, but fun =] all those who are going to the easter show, should def. go there =] it's a recommendation
although it got boring towards the end, i was glad i went =]
compliments to christine and jane for going with me =] love and lots musketeers
-strange (all those who are going to the easter show, have fun kids =])

EASTER SHOW! [2006]










-strange

Emily;

hehe people are funny.
Wanna know what happened on the train ride home today? It was kinda strange, but I feel like recording it in writing. I don't want to forget.

There was this dude sitting a few seats away from me. Older, scary-looking and owned a permanent frown. Gosh, I seriously sat there thinking "wouldn't be surprising if he was a murderer". Anyway, a few stations after, these girls from Regents Park streamed on. Man, could those girls talk. Talk about school, about boys, about what some woman outside is wearing ... and everyone could hear every single word. The whole time, scary dude is just sitting there and his lip starts twitching.
He looked like he was, at ANY moment, going to whip and sword out and start waving it around.

After a few other stations, this old man comes up to him and turns the train chair over. The scary dude had his feet on that chair. And without no concern whatsoever, this old dude just turns it over while his feet are still on it. By now, the scary dude's lip is twitching more than ever.
So what does he do? He puts his feet up. Right next to the old man's head. The old man rolls his eyes and kinda scoffs. Next would be the spitting out of foul words, whereafter I got off the train.

=) What a pointless story.
Mondays suck.

yay got to spend the day in the ct with my fav. co-worker at the adult filming industry -dante mcpherson aka jimmi before he goes on his holiday..lucky bastard. =]
well it was fun today quite an experience.
i'm proud to say that his first captial photos were with me! haha! yayyy!! truly he is not an azn..haha jkes jkes
lol we took so many random pictures..its like..yea hahaha
well i dunno how but we caught the wrong train. so now our unluky no. is 19 and 26 is our luky no. cos that was the train no. of the right train home. had to run home cos i was late for family dinner..the run home just proved how unfit i am
the ride bak was boring so i couldn't help but look around. according to james glitter are dead fairies.
read the covo.
james: look fairy dust
jenfer: you mean glitter
james: no, fairy dust
jenfer: pfft, aww yea?
james: yea..
jenfer: tell me james..what is this fairy dust made of?
james: fairies
jenfer: oh..? and why aren't they moving?
james: cos their dead
-hahah god love you james.


-strange

Emily;

Ada and Daisy complained that they don't know if it's either Jen or me who's writing ... so they told me to put my name at the TOP. Happy guys? haha

YAY! Finally saw Pride and Prejudice today. Keira Knightley is so cool ... hehe I wanna read the book now. Vivien was right, it's a good movie. Total chick flick, but sweet.
I've been watching movies all day .. and haven't blogged all week haha. Just watched umm .. Crash. It was emotional (haha emo). I love the music in the movie though, and the cute little girl. I want an invisible cloak!

Went to bankstown today and met up with James (pretend cousin) and Chris (other pretend cousin). They had decided to eat at that Pancakes Cafe in the Square. O-M-G talk about total sugar injection. It was crazy. I'm pretty sure the whole thing was just sugar. The strawberries were prety nice but .. eesh! I don't think I'll ever look at ice cream in the same way again.
Thanks to James who let me drag him around everywhere looking for school pants =) appreciate it man.

YES! Bring It On! Fest tomorroww .... sweet - can't wait.

Yesterday was a dinner thing for Mark and whole bunch of family anniversaries. Happy Birthday my uber cool cousin! =) The food was pretty nice. Even if it wasn't though, I have no right to complain since I didn't pay for anything.

Oh yeah, Happy Birthday to Persis as well! Thanks for letting me scab some of your birthday jellies. Damn, everyone's 16 ... except me - being little sucks.

No more basketball for a whole 3 weeks. How depressing. Wasn't able to play last night since there was the family dinner thing. The girls got smashed, but apparently Maggie was really aggressive and everyone got bashed in the process as well haha. *sighs* we really suck ... but its so fun.

Goodnight all

We could have been forever
with your worldly wisdom
and my dying need to know your truth

We could have written history
exploring places feared
by the hearts that broke before us

We could have given life to a desire

i could of cried..
pleading fate for one more chance
to mend this love we've torn
with just two words of true emotion
We could have....

...and still we never did.

love ....the universal emotion, the goal we all seek, the prize that can make our lives complete and whole. love is both timeless and, in too many instances, transient.
why do we end up loving? if in the end all we feel is pain??
is the gorlious wonders of love, really worth the end result? ..maybe..
is it worth locking your heart somewhere so deep inside of you that not you can even find it?..no...and yet, we do it anyway, bcos somewhere inside of you, stirs the hope that maybe, just maybe..that will be the only way to forget.

-strange

Band rehearsal was so damn fun today! We went through American Idiot, Holiday and All The Small Things. haha by the rate of things, we might as well call ourselves the next Green Day. But yeah, the skin is peeling off my fingers again. Sounds totally gross, I know, but it's my fault for not practising and then suddenly going full out in one day. Leewee and I are so stupid haha, I haven't laughed like that in so long.

I suck at Chemistry.

Weekend's over already =( how sad. I've wasted it though. Haven't really done anything worthwhile. Oh, besides band rehearsal that is. Can't wait till Battle of the Bands. Leewee says she'll sign us up for some Auburn one too.

This is a crappy entry. I'll just end it here =)
P.S Joo-le sucks! NOT RUCK

" She said,
"I've got to be honest,
You're wasting your time if you're fishin' around here."
And I said,
"You must be mistaken, I'm not foolin', this feelin' is real."
She said, "You've gotta be crazy!
What do you take me for? Some kinda of easy mark?"
"You've got wits,
You've got looks,
You've got passion,
But I swear that you've got me all wrong." -- As Lovers Go, Dashboard Confessional

- emily

well the holidays are looking brighter already..hehehe ;) shhh!
abstract complication..are beginning to overtake people's lives..god that SUKS.

well thens..horrible shit has happened since my last entry..
my dear oh brother had a motorcycle 'accident' i referred to accident in ' ' cos it's not as bad as you readers may think.
he only busted his leg. and can't seem to walk without feeling the PAIN. like eww! hahaha
well i just got bacl from tutor..so tired..time to eat and sleep like a lazy bitch.
-hahaha
-strange