emily;


Some more explanations are due, and especially, some overdue apologies.

To daisy:
Don't know if you will ever read this, and I don't care if other people read this, but it was the only I could contact you in the best way I could think of. You're right, and I'm sorry. I let things get out of hand - way more out of hand than I ever thought it could get. You helped me, even when I knew you didn't want to and had no choice.
Like I said in my previous post. I miss you. I miss Davo, and I miss Kelvin. I always felt a little secluded from your trio during high school - cause you were always closer to them than I would ever be, but I still miss it. I realised before it was too late to fix things, and I'm sorry for that. I should have tried harder, but please don't think that I didn't try. Those "empty phone calls", I didn't mean for them to be that way. They were the only times I could man up the courage to face you; in the pursuit that I would be able to just grasp back any little piece of friendship that we had left.

Him? I'd be lying if I said he didn't mean everything to me. I guess its because I put so much of my being into making something work that I lost track of the other important things.
I don't want to be one of those people who disappear, and then suddenly come back because things go wrong. But I guess that's the way it always happens.

All I can say is that I'm sorry.

I'm sorry Daisy, I'm sorry Jimmy, and I'm sorry Davo.

I know that I have done you all wrong.


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emily;


Some more explanations are due, and especially, some overdue apologies.

To daisy:
Don't know if you will ever read this, and I don't care if other people read this, but it was the only I could contact you in the best way I could think of. You're right, and I'm sorry. I let things get out of hand - way more out of hand than I ever thought it could get. You helped me, even when I knew you didn't want to and had no choice.
Like I said in my previous post. I miss you. I miss Davo, and I miss Kelvin. I always felt a little secluded from your trio during high school - cause you were always closer to them than I would ever be, but I still miss it. I realised before it was too late to fix things, and I'm sorry for that. I should have tried harder, but please don't think that I didn't try. Those "empty phone calls", I didn't mean for them to be that way. They were the only times I could man up the courage to face you; in the pursuit that I would be able to just grasp back any little piece of friendship that we had left.

Him? I'd be lying if I said he didn't mean everything to me. I guess its because I put so much of my being into making something work that I lost track of the other important things.
I don't want to be one of those people who disappear, and then suddenly come back because things go wrong. But I guess that's the way it always happens.

All I can say is that I'm sorry.

I'm sorry Daisy, I'm sorry Jimmy, and I'm sorry Davo.

I know that I have done you all wrong.