information connections journal
5:44 PM | 10/07/2007

forgiveness was not something that i was asking of you. it was more along the lines of acceptance or understanding, and considering how great our friendship was, i wasn't expecting any of those

you were there for me even after our "falling out" but i knew how hard that was for you to do but you had such grace at the moment, that it made me wonder how i could have even you up in the first place. however, it is far too late to turn back now and even if i could, i wouldn't because i know this broken friendship will resolve itself someday.
i never meant to betray you, or leave you behind, i had an ultimatum and i chose.
i know it's hard to know, or perhaps hard to believe but he really makes me happy.

your still someone i consider a friend, and happiness is all i wish upon you.
you told me yourself that conversations with me now leave you feeling unease and wierd and i don't blame you. so i left you alone and will continue to do so

james le, you are a funny, smart and great guy. you've never needed anyone to make you become the great guy that you are now, including me.
i'm not going to apologise again for what has to happen to us because i think you know how sorry i am, or at least i hope you do.

goodluck with your world james.



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