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9:53 PM | 10/10/2007

emily;

I am such a USYD wannabe. I mean, seriously. How more pathetic can I get? I spend at least 7 hours there daily, AND everytime I walk in, all I do is stare at the beautiful buildings. haha, I think it will be heart-crushing indeed when I find out I won't be able to attend there. For the moment, I'll just dream.

Shit, I am so unprepared...

So let's see. What is there to blog about these days? Abosultely nothing. My life is so boring, that I'd be very surprised if anything remotely interesting happened within the next 2 seconds.
1 ... 2....
Nope, nothing happened. *sighs*

Shit, I am so unprepared...

I want to be enough. I don't think that quite makes sense, but it does to me. Everyone is finding someone, or knowing exactly who they want to be. I don't know/have any of this. And to keep myself satisfied with my lack of romance, I've resorted to watching Pride and Prejudice, or She's The Man, every 3 days or so. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. I should be elated. I've nearly reached the pinnacle of my adolescent life; soon to be embracing the "wide world". And yet, here I am, unable to study and unable to fill some stupid void.

Whatever, I'm so prepared for being unprepared.

Kiss me, beneath the milky twilight.
Leave me, out on the moonlight floor.
So, kiss me.

5 brownie points for whoever knows the origin of those lyrics. lol. :)



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