emily;


fuck, I am so lost.

Okay, yes I know, I'm not really a swearing kind of person. But, dire times call for drastic language.

How could it take me so long to stop being so lazy and to actually make sure I don't lose the things I love?

God, I really miss it. I miss things being simple, and friends being infinitely true. I miss knowing where I stand, knowing what lies beyond tomorrow, and how to fix things.

I need to stop hiding.

I'm such a chicken.

From now on, no more sleeping in till 2pm and avoiding homework. No more unbothered phone calls and the thought that "they'll always be there anyway". NO MORE. I can do this. It's cinch. Life is a piece of cake.

I really miss you. But I don't want to tell you how weird I feel right now, because it will only make you worry.

Time to prioritise! Only the things that matter most - family, friends, school.
Yeah, family, friends, school ... love? I can do this.


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emily;


fuck, I am so lost.

Okay, yes I know, I'm not really a swearing kind of person. But, dire times call for drastic language.

How could it take me so long to stop being so lazy and to actually make sure I don't lose the things I love?

God, I really miss it. I miss things being simple, and friends being infinitely true. I miss knowing where I stand, knowing what lies beyond tomorrow, and how to fix things.

I need to stop hiding.

I'm such a chicken.

From now on, no more sleeping in till 2pm and avoiding homework. No more unbothered phone calls and the thought that "they'll always be there anyway". NO MORE. I can do this. It's cinch. Life is a piece of cake.

I really miss you. But I don't want to tell you how weird I feel right now, because it will only make you worry.

Time to prioritise! Only the things that matter most - family, friends, school.
Yeah, family, friends, school ... love? I can do this.