jenSAYS
i miss the old days.
where:
`my only enemies was/were the wheather and clowns.
`i didn't care what a looked like or who i looked up to.
`the only thing i worried about in school were title pages and remembering to stick in my sheets.
`fights only lasted a day and all my friends were real.
`you could have fun for free
`you loved someone and they actually loved you back because they thought you were great.
then the real world happened and in a blink of an eye, it was all gone. the world as i knew it changed;
~people say 'i love you' all thetime and never really mean it, someday that word will become meaningless
~people live for others and not for themselves, they do and dress the way others expect them to, and eventually they lose themselves.
~everday became more difficult, you'd have things to do, and fun would be rushed or forgotten.
the sad thing is, i don't remember the last time i actually felt alive.
i want it back, but i know i can't.


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jenSAYS
i miss the old days.
where:
`my only enemies was/were the wheather and clowns.
`i didn't care what a looked like or who i looked up to.
`the only thing i worried about in school were title pages and remembering to stick in my sheets.
`fights only lasted a day and all my friends were real.
`you could have fun for free
`you loved someone and they actually loved you back because they thought you were great.
then the real world happened and in a blink of an eye, it was all gone. the world as i knew it changed;
~people say 'i love you' all thetime and never really mean it, someday that word will become meaningless
~people live for others and not for themselves, they do and dress the way others expect them to, and eventually they lose themselves.
~everday became more difficult, you'd have things to do, and fun would be rushed or forgotten.
the sad thing is, i don't remember the last time i actually felt alive.
i want it back, but i know i can't.