I had a total freak-out phase today.

It was very ... unlike me.
It all started when I asked Mr. Bruce whether I should drop Ext Eng or not, seeing as I completely do not understand Postmodernism at ALL. Not to mention, I don't want to make a fool out of myself in front of very intelligent people in my class ...

but, he told me to just hang on to it for a little while longer and see how it rides out. Something about "scaling" and that I can "handle it".

Didn't help much.

Then, I had a talk with Dad. Boy, that man does not know how to comfort/reassure/inspire.

All this worrying of course led to questions like -
"what am I going to do after school?"
and "can I actually get what I want?"

Then, finally "omg, I can't do this".

haha I'm sooo stupid. Thanks to Dan who kinda helped me pull my head together.

Anyways, had the urge to paint again, so I painted my ipod cover.

Wanna see? :) Any criticism would be great - um, the camera sucks so .. you can't really see the detail, but those things around the middle? Yeah, they're buildings.

I had a total freak-out phase today.

It was very ... unlike me.
It all started when I asked Mr. Bruce whether I should drop Ext Eng or not, seeing as I completely do not understand Postmodernism at ALL. Not to mention, I don't want to make a fool out of myself in front of very intelligent people in my class ...

but, he told me to just hang on to it for a little while longer and see how it rides out. Something about "scaling" and that I can "handle it".

Didn't help much.

Then, I had a talk with Dad. Boy, that man does not know how to comfort/reassure/inspire.

All this worrying of course led to questions like -
"what am I going to do after school?"
and "can I actually get what I want?"

Then, finally "omg, I can't do this".

haha I'm sooo stupid. Thanks to Dan who kinda helped me pull my head together.

Anyways, had the urge to paint again, so I painted my ipod cover.

Wanna see? :) Any criticism would be great - um, the camera sucks so .. you can't really see the detail, but those things around the middle? Yeah, they're buildings.