heya!
sorry for not blogging for sooo long emily.
been so tied up with things..glad i ran into you at JB on tuesday! luck must be on our side. ok ok maybe that was a little bit of an understatement. anyways hope all is well for everyone.
just finished watching BB, man was Camila scared shittless. it was nice of BB to give her the $40 grand even though she missed the bag...
well until i have something to actually blog about..i'll be typing later =]
note to jimmi: name ship dude. =] i want the word black included, that's my contribution. ttyl
strange xoxo. (still) loves wentworth.


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Emily;

So, it is 11:15 p.m and I am still alert as a bell.
My parents are out somewhere (dancing I suspect with those new people from Vietnam) and I can't sleep. The song 'Let me Be the One' by Jimmy Bondoc is playing and I'm a little of a melancholy mood. hehehe
I feel like I'm the only one blogging on this thing these days.
Where areee youuuu jennifferrr??
haha so funny how I found you in JB-HiFi

Anyways, today wasn't an interesting day so I'm going to write some stuff I've been meaning to write for a while now.

Came across it on Ada's blog -
"Write what you would never say to the people that you have stuff to say to"
Well, it does something like that ... anyways! ~

1. What happened? Actually this questions relates to quite a few people. But I'll mention you first, since I was browsing through some people's blogs and found photos of you. That night at Parra was quite something for me, but I don't think it was for you. You probably do that every night of you week. To think I actually thought we had something. I hate to say it, but if anyone ever asked me about it, I'd be embarassed. It's such a shame.
At least you're happy, aye?

2. I'd be lying if I said that the band didn't mean a lot to me. It did. I guess it was my way of standing out, not being "one of them" - my individuality ... but then again it might've been a way to fit in with something else. Our worlds are so different now.
You'll still always, be my friend. I love it when we have those fleeting moments of insanity together. Damn.
I should have taken a photo of you on that sheet of cardboard outside Market City.

Okay, I'll finish this off some other time.
Some photos maybe?

haha my cute Joseph, my brother and half of Kevin's face. Some Viet function we went to 2 weeks ago.


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Emily;

One horrible week has nearly passed.
Gosh, I actually got out of it alive.
Thankyou to all those who helped. It was really nice to see that people actually do, care. For those people who took my phone .. *sighs* eh, you guys can keep it. Whatever, I don't care anymore. I am on my way to mending things with my Dad, and thats all that matters at the moment. Oh my God, is this what its like to grow up?

I need to shapen up - get my head straight.
haha can you believe it? About a year from now I'll be sitting the biggest exam in my life so far. I'm terrified. Michelle said that it'll "be the easiest thing you'll ever do". Totally does not seem like it from here. I really need to work.

This is a depressing blog entry lol
goodnight,
xx

EDIT:
"you dont have to move, you don't have to speak
lips for biting
you're staring me down, a glance makes me weak
eyes for striking

now im twisting up when i'm twisted with you
brush so lightly
and time trickles down, and i'm breathing for two
we'll dance inside the song

what makes the one to shake you down?
each touch belongs to each new sound
say now you want to shake me too
move down to me, slip into you"
-- Dance Inside, The All American Rejects

One day, I want to fall in love.
Real love
Hmmm yeah, one day far far away
(haha omg, what have you done to me Natv?)


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hey guys. =]
strange xoxo. (pirate mischa)


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Emily;

School is tomorrow. *sighs* And how did I spend my last day of our precious holidays?
haha sitting at home, eating, feeling fat, and listening to After The Fall.

To Jennifer: I hope you read this! lol, we still up for tomorrow? I'll meet you usual place, usual time if we are ... just prank me or something?

I went with my grandpa to Bankstown today. He's a horrible driver. I spent most of the time keeping my head down, just in case if the people he was honking at would see me.
Ran into Bram while buying pork rolls! lol poor guy, was so polite. Even when my grandpa was asking him really direct and kinda freaky questions.
Gosh, have I told you how blind I am? Well, yes. I am BLIND. In the last 6 months, each eye has gone up by one degree. The optometrist was surprised it was so fast. He suggested maybe it's because I've hit Year 11 and am "studying much harder". haha for some reason, I don't think thats the case.

I did something a bit out of character today. While doing my Othello homework, I put on your CD. Funny thing is, it kinda made me feel better. But, its so strange. YOUR CD. And I don't even like hip hop/rnb!

" Black is my heart
And white are the lies
The thoughts regained, are nobodies prize

Black are my lungs
Deflated inside
Gasping for air, in you they confide

Lonely, lonely, lonely
I feel as lifeless as they come
Lovely, lovely, lovely
You were always number one "
-- Lonely Lonely, After The Fall


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Emily;

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX!!
I'm glad I went to the party today. Thankyou for having me.
It was awesome. The food was fantastic, and playing soccer and getting my pants full dirty was surprisingly not as bad as it sounds. haha oh and catching up with Natv, Cindy, Winnie, Rosanna and such was sweet too -

Gosh, I still am sorry though.
Why am not prone to know what people need most, and how they're feeling?
I wish I was an empath or something .. like in that book I read ages ago in Year 7.

I look and feel like a pufferfish today. I think I'm allergic to mandarins or something ... or maybe just the air. I woke up this morning with my face all puffy, eyelids itching like hell, and a blocked nose. Argh, worst day ever to feel like a pufferfish.

"You are the so-called weak and reckless,
Waiting for the next big explosion ...

look at what we've all tried not to become:
another fabricated self-portrait,
take another glance and remember we're the ones
Setting you up to take our fall"
-- You've Made Us Conscious, The Audition


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firstly, sorry i didn't call you back jimmi!!! it was unintentional
-well my cat oscar is officially gone, he doesn;t come home anymore...=[ well..i always told him he could do whatever he wanted..so oh well..he occasionally drops by though, so that alright..
-my dog eats grapes
-thnkas to everyone who wished me a happybirthday..yes jimmi, you were the first =] thanks buddy.
well school starts in a few days..it's a little depressing to mention exactly how many..
love
strange xoxo


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Emily at the Blue Mountains;

Eeeshh! Was the Blue Mountains cold or WHAT?
My parents, being the weird people that they are, decided to go to the Blue Mountains for just one day. The car ride there was spent snoozing to the sounds of my trusty Ipod. Tim decided to ride in the other car with our family friend, David, and so it was a lot peaceful thinking time. But gosh, when I stepped out of our car ... ah! The wind tore and bit. It was not nice. I would have started complaining non-stop if it wasn't for the breath-taking view.

The hotel David was going to stay at was beautiful. It looked like it had just popped out from a British postcard of a princess' palace or something. It had everything, down to a fireplace in every reception room to a chandelier.

The day was surprisingly heaps better than I thought it would be! I had laughs with my mum and dad, played soccer, and tennis. haha not to mention the hordes of Japanese Tourists making peace signs everywhere -



David looking stoned, Tim being an idiot, and me.












hehe daughter and mum! (with pretty mountains in the background)












Oh golly, us three again!





Yeah, really random photo. I don't even know who took it, but the sky's so nice? lol.


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Emily;

Sorry to my dearest blog for not writing down my daily ramblings for the past few days. Both of my networked computers totally died, and could not be revived =( stupid viruses.
I was so damn bored. I didn't know how dependent I was on the Internet as a way of communicating with my friends and such. Anyways, hoorah, Emily is back online!

I just finished reading this really nice book. There's this one part I really like:
" and he said to me, 'Don't lie on your left side while you're sleeping, you'll lie on your heart' " - nice, no? I liked it.

Today was Jessica's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSIPOO!
As well as Vincent and Elliot's Birthday Party. Thanks for having me guys! And thanks to joole for walking with me from Regents Park all the way to Chester Hill. I'm still partially surprised that we made it without having to resort to calling a taxi. Circle of Trust!
The party was, well ... I want to find one word to sum it all up. I don't think thats possible. Okay, two then? The party was a, beautiful mess.
Vincent's backyard, and house, looked like a tornado had gone through once the clock hit 8pm.
Davie, Myan and I had to look after Nat while she ironically accused people of being drunk. That girl. What I'd do with her, and what I'd do without her.
I had about a bottle and a half of random stuff. Brendan's Bailey mix was totally disgusting. I heard he passed out - haha poor guy.
The party wasn't what I expected it to be, but hey, you gotta love your friends. And as if you wouldn't love them more when they're heartily drunk.

Goodnight, and sweet dreams
x


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hey guys..
i serious ly didn't know a computer could really explode until it happened to my brother's comp. it was scary and hilarious at the same time..scary being the part were sparks came out..and funny the part when my brother was sitting at the comp and having no reaction whatsoever!
.for all those big brother fans out there..i hope you realise that BB is soon going to run out of interesting types of people to throw in there...we've seen:
- bisexuals
- transexuals
- gays
whats next you all ask? pedophiles! i'm sure you'll all love to see that. (i sure am! hhahaha)
i really should start studying for my L's...hey emily! when are you going for the L's test, if you havn't already...tagboard your answer darling..hope all is well and holidays are awesome.
strange xoxo ( wentworth=] )


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Emily;

lalalala!! =) YES it IS ... THE HOLIDAYSS! hope everyone's been having a blast doing whatever - haha goshh .. there's so many things I want to do these holidays. But, as always, I bet I won't even get around to finishing half of them. Hmm .. this sounds like a good time to compile a list!

Emily's uber cool holiday list :
1. See my beautiful friends
2. Dye my hair again
3. Clean up my room
4. Learn some new acoustic songs
5. Finish reading the two books I borrowed from Bankstown library 2 months ago
6. Go shopping with mum
7. Catch up on homework (urgh, if only I didn't have to)

Went to the city today with Leewee. It was nice! hehe like old times. Thanks for calling me out man -
haha while we were standing there waiting for Leewee's 'caramel latte', Nat popped out from nowhere with her family. They were really nice and invited us to go eat Yum Cha with them. Sweet stuff!
Then, went to watch Superman. Hey, it wasn't that bad.
No, seriously. It wasn't. It was actually pretty good.
Love Kate Bosworth. Love the little kid who will some day be Superman. Love how after a while Superman became kinda cute. And, love the way Kate Bosworth fainted at the plan and lay on that weird floaty slide thing.

I'm so worried about you, and I am so sorry I didn't call sooner. You're my best friend. Gosh, I wish I could do more.

"Today's on fire
The sky is bleeding above me, and I am blistered
I walk these lines of blasphemy, every day
And still ...
Today is fire, and she burns" - What it is to Burn, Finch


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hey, all you students on holidays =]
went to burwood with jane on saturday..haha it was awesome..but then again..it's everything? love hanging with you jane don't ever change darling, except..don't lend people to believe i'm a lesbian anymore dude...hahah!!,
i brought a top that i also plan to wear backwards =]
oh and hope you had fun on your dinner party diana, sorry i couldn't make it.
congrats to christine for her baby brother is finally born; huey le
x strange





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heya!
sorry for not blogging for sooo long emily.
been so tied up with things..glad i ran into you at JB on tuesday! luck must be on our side. ok ok maybe that was a little bit of an understatement. anyways hope all is well for everyone.
just finished watching BB, man was Camila scared shittless. it was nice of BB to give her the $40 grand even though she missed the bag...
well until i have something to actually blog about..i'll be typing later =]
note to jimmi: name ship dude. =] i want the word black included, that's my contribution. ttyl
strange xoxo. (still) loves wentworth.

Emily;

So, it is 11:15 p.m and I am still alert as a bell.
My parents are out somewhere (dancing I suspect with those new people from Vietnam) and I can't sleep. The song 'Let me Be the One' by Jimmy Bondoc is playing and I'm a little of a melancholy mood. hehehe
I feel like I'm the only one blogging on this thing these days.
Where areee youuuu jennifferrr??
haha so funny how I found you in JB-HiFi

Anyways, today wasn't an interesting day so I'm going to write some stuff I've been meaning to write for a while now.

Came across it on Ada's blog -
"Write what you would never say to the people that you have stuff to say to"
Well, it does something like that ... anyways! ~

1. What happened? Actually this questions relates to quite a few people. But I'll mention you first, since I was browsing through some people's blogs and found photos of you. That night at Parra was quite something for me, but I don't think it was for you. You probably do that every night of you week. To think I actually thought we had something. I hate to say it, but if anyone ever asked me about it, I'd be embarassed. It's such a shame.
At least you're happy, aye?

2. I'd be lying if I said that the band didn't mean a lot to me. It did. I guess it was my way of standing out, not being "one of them" - my individuality ... but then again it might've been a way to fit in with something else. Our worlds are so different now.
You'll still always, be my friend. I love it when we have those fleeting moments of insanity together. Damn.
I should have taken a photo of you on that sheet of cardboard outside Market City.

Okay, I'll finish this off some other time.
Some photos maybe?

haha my cute Joseph, my brother and half of Kevin's face. Some Viet function we went to 2 weeks ago.

Emily;

One horrible week has nearly passed.
Gosh, I actually got out of it alive.
Thankyou to all those who helped. It was really nice to see that people actually do, care. For those people who took my phone .. *sighs* eh, you guys can keep it. Whatever, I don't care anymore. I am on my way to mending things with my Dad, and thats all that matters at the moment. Oh my God, is this what its like to grow up?

I need to shapen up - get my head straight.
haha can you believe it? About a year from now I'll be sitting the biggest exam in my life so far. I'm terrified. Michelle said that it'll "be the easiest thing you'll ever do". Totally does not seem like it from here. I really need to work.

This is a depressing blog entry lol
goodnight,
xx

EDIT:
"you dont have to move, you don't have to speak
lips for biting
you're staring me down, a glance makes me weak
eyes for striking

now im twisting up when i'm twisted with you
brush so lightly
and time trickles down, and i'm breathing for two
we'll dance inside the song

what makes the one to shake you down?
each touch belongs to each new sound
say now you want to shake me too
move down to me, slip into you"
-- Dance Inside, The All American Rejects

One day, I want to fall in love.
Real love
Hmmm yeah, one day far far away
(haha omg, what have you done to me Natv?)

hey guys. =]
strange xoxo. (pirate mischa)

Emily;

School is tomorrow. *sighs* And how did I spend my last day of our precious holidays?
haha sitting at home, eating, feeling fat, and listening to After The Fall.

To Jennifer: I hope you read this! lol, we still up for tomorrow? I'll meet you usual place, usual time if we are ... just prank me or something?

I went with my grandpa to Bankstown today. He's a horrible driver. I spent most of the time keeping my head down, just in case if the people he was honking at would see me.
Ran into Bram while buying pork rolls! lol poor guy, was so polite. Even when my grandpa was asking him really direct and kinda freaky questions.
Gosh, have I told you how blind I am? Well, yes. I am BLIND. In the last 6 months, each eye has gone up by one degree. The optometrist was surprised it was so fast. He suggested maybe it's because I've hit Year 11 and am "studying much harder". haha for some reason, I don't think thats the case.

I did something a bit out of character today. While doing my Othello homework, I put on your CD. Funny thing is, it kinda made me feel better. But, its so strange. YOUR CD. And I don't even like hip hop/rnb!

" Black is my heart
And white are the lies
The thoughts regained, are nobodies prize

Black are my lungs
Deflated inside
Gasping for air, in you they confide

Lonely, lonely, lonely
I feel as lifeless as they come
Lovely, lovely, lovely
You were always number one "
-- Lonely Lonely, After The Fall

Emily;

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX!!
I'm glad I went to the party today. Thankyou for having me.
It was awesome. The food was fantastic, and playing soccer and getting my pants full dirty was surprisingly not as bad as it sounds. haha oh and catching up with Natv, Cindy, Winnie, Rosanna and such was sweet too -

Gosh, I still am sorry though.
Why am not prone to know what people need most, and how they're feeling?
I wish I was an empath or something .. like in that book I read ages ago in Year 7.

I look and feel like a pufferfish today. I think I'm allergic to mandarins or something ... or maybe just the air. I woke up this morning with my face all puffy, eyelids itching like hell, and a blocked nose. Argh, worst day ever to feel like a pufferfish.

"You are the so-called weak and reckless,
Waiting for the next big explosion ...

look at what we've all tried not to become:
another fabricated self-portrait,
take another glance and remember we're the ones
Setting you up to take our fall"
-- You've Made Us Conscious, The Audition

firstly, sorry i didn't call you back jimmi!!! it was unintentional
-well my cat oscar is officially gone, he doesn;t come home anymore...=[ well..i always told him he could do whatever he wanted..so oh well..he occasionally drops by though, so that alright..
-my dog eats grapes
-thnkas to everyone who wished me a happybirthday..yes jimmi, you were the first =] thanks buddy.
well school starts in a few days..it's a little depressing to mention exactly how many..
love
strange xoxo



Emily at the Blue Mountains;

Eeeshh! Was the Blue Mountains cold or WHAT?
My parents, being the weird people that they are, decided to go to the Blue Mountains for just one day. The car ride there was spent snoozing to the sounds of my trusty Ipod. Tim decided to ride in the other car with our family friend, David, and so it was a lot peaceful thinking time. But gosh, when I stepped out of our car ... ah! The wind tore and bit. It was not nice. I would have started complaining non-stop if it wasn't for the breath-taking view.

The hotel David was going to stay at was beautiful. It looked like it had just popped out from a British postcard of a princess' palace or something. It had everything, down to a fireplace in every reception room to a chandelier.

The day was surprisingly heaps better than I thought it would be! I had laughs with my mum and dad, played soccer, and tennis. haha not to mention the hordes of Japanese Tourists making peace signs everywhere -



David looking stoned, Tim being an idiot, and me.












hehe daughter and mum! (with pretty mountains in the background)












Oh golly, us three again!





Yeah, really random photo. I don't even know who took it, but the sky's so nice? lol.

Emily;

Sorry to my dearest blog for not writing down my daily ramblings for the past few days. Both of my networked computers totally died, and could not be revived =( stupid viruses.
I was so damn bored. I didn't know how dependent I was on the Internet as a way of communicating with my friends and such. Anyways, hoorah, Emily is back online!

I just finished reading this really nice book. There's this one part I really like:
" and he said to me, 'Don't lie on your left side while you're sleeping, you'll lie on your heart' " - nice, no? I liked it.

Today was Jessica's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSIPOO!
As well as Vincent and Elliot's Birthday Party. Thanks for having me guys! And thanks to joole for walking with me from Regents Park all the way to Chester Hill. I'm still partially surprised that we made it without having to resort to calling a taxi. Circle of Trust!
The party was, well ... I want to find one word to sum it all up. I don't think thats possible. Okay, two then? The party was a, beautiful mess.
Vincent's backyard, and house, looked like a tornado had gone through once the clock hit 8pm.
Davie, Myan and I had to look after Nat while she ironically accused people of being drunk. That girl. What I'd do with her, and what I'd do without her.
I had about a bottle and a half of random stuff. Brendan's Bailey mix was totally disgusting. I heard he passed out - haha poor guy.
The party wasn't what I expected it to be, but hey, you gotta love your friends. And as if you wouldn't love them more when they're heartily drunk.

Goodnight, and sweet dreams
x

hey guys..
i serious ly didn't know a computer could really explode until it happened to my brother's comp. it was scary and hilarious at the same time..scary being the part were sparks came out..and funny the part when my brother was sitting at the comp and having no reaction whatsoever!
.for all those big brother fans out there..i hope you realise that BB is soon going to run out of interesting types of people to throw in there...we've seen:
- bisexuals
- transexuals
- gays
whats next you all ask? pedophiles! i'm sure you'll all love to see that. (i sure am! hhahaha)
i really should start studying for my L's...hey emily! when are you going for the L's test, if you havn't already...tagboard your answer darling..hope all is well and holidays are awesome.
strange xoxo ( wentworth=] )

Emily;

lalalala!! =) YES it IS ... THE HOLIDAYSS! hope everyone's been having a blast doing whatever - haha goshh .. there's so many things I want to do these holidays. But, as always, I bet I won't even get around to finishing half of them. Hmm .. this sounds like a good time to compile a list!

Emily's uber cool holiday list :
1. See my beautiful friends
2. Dye my hair again
3. Clean up my room
4. Learn some new acoustic songs
5. Finish reading the two books I borrowed from Bankstown library 2 months ago
6. Go shopping with mum
7. Catch up on homework (urgh, if only I didn't have to)

Went to the city today with Leewee. It was nice! hehe like old times. Thanks for calling me out man -
haha while we were standing there waiting for Leewee's 'caramel latte', Nat popped out from nowhere with her family. They were really nice and invited us to go eat Yum Cha with them. Sweet stuff!
Then, went to watch Superman. Hey, it wasn't that bad.
No, seriously. It wasn't. It was actually pretty good.
Love Kate Bosworth. Love the little kid who will some day be Superman. Love how after a while Superman became kinda cute. And, love the way Kate Bosworth fainted at the plan and lay on that weird floaty slide thing.

I'm so worried about you, and I am so sorry I didn't call sooner. You're my best friend. Gosh, I wish I could do more.

"Today's on fire
The sky is bleeding above me, and I am blistered
I walk these lines of blasphemy, every day
And still ...
Today is fire, and she burns" - What it is to Burn, Finch

hey, all you students on holidays =]
went to burwood with jane on saturday..haha it was awesome..but then again..it's everything? love hanging with you jane don't ever change darling, except..don't lend people to believe i'm a lesbian anymore dude...hahah!!,
i brought a top that i also plan to wear backwards =]
oh and hope you had fun on your dinner party diana, sorry i couldn't make it.
congrats to christine for her baby brother is finally born; huey le
x strange