Emily;

haha sorry for never updating this thing.

Anyways, be prepared for a very random blog entry - one that probably won't make sense at all *sighs* here we go :) -

How can something that seemed so right at the time, be so wrong in retrospect? It was a while back, but I still don't understand what was going through my mind at the time. All I remember, that it was what I wanted. I am so unsure of what I want. I guess I always have been. I wonder if there will ever be a time where I'm this totally confident, decisive person.
Probably not.
It's hard to imagine.

I need to breathe. I need to take long, deep breaths and stop worrying.
You're all right - hehe go with the flow. Must the piece of advice always be "go with the flow"?

Camp is in one week. Woah, wait, less than one week!
At first I wasn't really looking forward to it, but today at lunch the girls hyped me up. lol Mum and Tim say they'll miss me .. haha yeah, right.

FINALLY I HAVE MY CAMERA BACK
and um status of ipod? Still dead, and unrevivable :(
I am cursed to suffer in silence while in the library .. not even a single song to help me along the way.

"maybe it’s the tattoo on my arm
that I drew while I was bored waiting tables in new york
a heart and two flowers intertwined with a vine
I can see your point, I can see your point

And up here I am who I am
And if you don’t like it then fuck you, man
I’m not a thief and a whore
Please don’t follow me around next time I’m shopping in your store"
-- Up here, Terra Naomi

She's so good.
People, download it, NOW :)


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Emily;

haha sorry for never updating this thing.

Anyways, be prepared for a very random blog entry - one that probably won't make sense at all *sighs* here we go :) -

How can something that seemed so right at the time, be so wrong in retrospect? It was a while back, but I still don't understand what was going through my mind at the time. All I remember, that it was what I wanted. I am so unsure of what I want. I guess I always have been. I wonder if there will ever be a time where I'm this totally confident, decisive person.
Probably not.
It's hard to imagine.

I need to breathe. I need to take long, deep breaths and stop worrying.
You're all right - hehe go with the flow. Must the piece of advice always be "go with the flow"?

Camp is in one week. Woah, wait, less than one week!
At first I wasn't really looking forward to it, but today at lunch the girls hyped me up. lol Mum and Tim say they'll miss me .. haha yeah, right.

FINALLY I HAVE MY CAMERA BACK
and um status of ipod? Still dead, and unrevivable :(
I am cursed to suffer in silence while in the library .. not even a single song to help me along the way.

"maybe it’s the tattoo on my arm
that I drew while I was bored waiting tables in new york
a heart and two flowers intertwined with a vine
I can see your point, I can see your point

And up here I am who I am
And if you don’t like it then fuck you, man
I’m not a thief and a whore
Please don’t follow me around next time I’m shopping in your store"
-- Up here, Terra Naomi

She's so good.
People, download it, NOW :)